Hope
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Hope, from first time documentary filmmakers Stuart Reaugh and Thomas Buchan, follows artist Ken Paquette, his partner Winnie Peters and their five boys (ages four through fifteen) as they struggle to cope during a year of wrenching change.The family lives on the Schkam Native Reserve, across the river from the town of Hope. The town is a transitory place at the junction of three highways.
After 18 years together, Ken and Winnie's troubled relationship dissolves when Rick, a tattooed ex-con, moves in and assumes the role of stepfather. Winnie's eldest son Kenny leaves the home. Ken settles in town, where he sells his paintings outside the local pub, earning enough for rent and the occasional trip to McDonalds with his kids. Over the course of four seasons, the family cycles through poverty, addiction, violence and love, but when winter bleeds into spring, a final confrontation sparks irrevocable change.
With painterly attention to the ordinary details of life in an interior town - dark mountains shrouded in mist, rotting abandoned cars amidst the vaulted green spaces of the forest - the film captures two very different senses of time. The permanence of the land set against an explosive human drama that exists for fragile moments, before life and circumstances move on.The directors lived alongside the family over the course of a year, becoming an intimate part of events. This style of on-the-ground filmmaking provides a startling level of immediacy. The film imposes no external narrative; each family member offers a unique voice, describing their frustration and anger with each other, as well as their love and dreams for a better life. Raw honesty and a deep humanism explode stereotypes, capturing the joy and laughter, as well as the pain of this complex family, in a fully realized portrait of people and place.
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Main credits
Buchan, Thomas (film director)
Buchan, Thomas (screenwriter)
Reaugh, Stuart (film director)
Reaugh, Stuart (screenwriter)
Reaugh, Stuart (cinematographer)
Eriksen, Svend-Erik (film producer)
Friesen, Tracey (film producer)
Other credits
Editor, Matthew Schilling; cinematographer, Stuart Reaugh; composer/sound design, Dennis Burke.
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(♪)
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(dogs barking)
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(♪)
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(train whistle)
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(Alec) PRETTY HARD
TO EXPLAIN IT I,
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I DON\'T REALLY WANT
TO SAY ANYTHING.
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THE SITUATION THAT\'S
HAPPENING AT MY HOUSE, WELL
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MY MOM AND DAD THAT I
GOT IN AN ARGUMENT AND STUFF
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\'CAUSE LIKE MY MOM
LIKES RICK OR WHATEVER
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AND MY, MY DAD WANTS TO
MOVE OUT AND STUFF.
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I DON\'T REALLY LIKE MY MOM
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CAUSE SHE\'S SO
MEAN AND UPTIGHT.
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I DON\'T REALLY
LIKE RICK EITHER
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I COULDN\'T LIKE SEE HIM
AS BEING MY FATHER.
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BUT I AIN\'T TOO SURE
ABOUT MY BROTHERS.
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THEY HAVEN\'T REALLY
SAID MUCH ABOUT THIS
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THEY STAY CALM BUT
I KNOW THAT THEY\'RE
PROBABLY HURTING INSIDE.
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I KNOW THAT THEY\'LL
END UP LIKE RICK...
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A DIRTY LOW LIFE.
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(Girl) ALEC, JERRY, MOMMY,
ALEC, JERRY, ROBERT, KENNY.
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(♪)
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(Winnie) THERE\'S NOTHING
HERE FOR ANYBODY.
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HOPE IS A PLACE THAT JUST
IS WHERE YOU GO THROUGH,
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YOU DON\'T STAY. IT\'S
NOT A PLACE YOU STAY
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HOPE ISN\'T - IT CONNECTS
TO THREE HIGHWAYS.
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(Alec) YOU SEE THOSE
CLIFFS OVER THERE?
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WHEN I WAS A KID, WE\'D JUMP IN
THERE AND STUFF, WE\'D PLAY.
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THEN EVERYBODY JUST
STOPPED PLAYING OUTSIDE
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SO EVERYBODY, LIKE,
STAYS IN NOW.
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I, I THINK I LOST MY
EMOTIONS OR SOMETHING.
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I, I BARELY CRY.
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IT, IT\'S REALLY HARD
AND STUFF AT HOME
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LIKE EVERYBODY ACTS
DIFFERENT NOW AND STUFF
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BUT IT\'S WEIRD.
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IT\'S REALLY MESSED UP IF
YOU\'RE A LITTLE BOY
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LIKE ROBERT AND THEM
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CAUSE YOUR, LIKE,
DAD\'S MOVING AND STUFF
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AND THAT, YEAH. AND ME
AND MY BROTHER, KENNY
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WE\'RE MOVING WITH HIM.
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(Alec) MOM, GIVE ME MY GUN!
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FUCK, I DON\'T
TOUCH YOUR SHIT.
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MOM, WHERE IS IT?
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(Mom) I DIDN\'T PUT IT ANYWHERE.
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THEY PUT IT UP THERE.
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WELL FUCK! YOU COULD
HAVE FUCKING TOLD ME THAT.
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YOU COULD HAVE LOOKED
INSTEAD OF BLAMING ME.
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I DIDN\'T WANT
TO FUCKING LOOK
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YOU\'RE ALWAYS
TAKING MY SHIT.
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I DIDN\'T
EVEN TOUCH IT.
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YOU\'RE FUCKING - ONE OF
THE FIRST PEOPLE I SHOULD
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GO FUCKING AFTER
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YOU\'RE, YOU\'RE ALWAYS GOING
THROUGH MY FUCKING ROOM.
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I DIDN\'T
TOUCH IT.
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(Man) ALEC, ALEC KNOCK
OFF ON THE SWEARING.
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HOLY SHIT! YOU GUYS
THINK YOU CAN GO THROUGH
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MY FUCKING ROOM
AND TAKE MY SHIT?
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YOU EXPECT ME TO
BE FUCKING HAPPY?!
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(train whistle)
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(Ken) THERE\'S GOOD
REASONS TO STAY TOGETHER
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AND THERE\'S GOOD REASONS
TO, YOU KNOW, STAY APART.
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WHEN YOU SPLIT UP WITH
PEOPLE SOMETIMES
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AND BOTH PARTIES SEEM
TO HAVE A BETTER LIFE.
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IT\'S REALLY HARD TO SPLIT UP
ESPECIALLY WHEN THERE\'S KIDS
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AND IT\'S VERY PAINFUL,
BUT IT\'S SO HARD TO TAKE
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AND JUST MAKE
YOU WANT TO CRY.
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AND YOU DON\'T REALIZE A FIVE
YEAR OLD CHILD WILL CARRY
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THAT PAIN UNTIL IT
DRIVES THEM CRAZY ENOUGH.
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AND ME AS AN ADULT,
SURE IT\'S PAINFUL...
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BUT I\'M ABLE TO FUNCTION
HALF-ASSED NORMALLY
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WITH THE PAIN, BUT AS A
CHILD, JESUS YOU KNOW,
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THERE\'S A
LOT OF SCARS THERE.
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(Teacher) WHAT I
WOULD LIKE YOU TO DO:
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WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR HOME
TOWN OR WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT
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HOPE WHAT TYPES OF THINGS
DO YOU THINK ABOUT
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THAT YOU WOULD TOUCH?
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WHAT TYPES OF THINGS DO
YOU THINK ABOUT THAT
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YOU WOULD SMELL? WHAT TYPES
OF THINGS DO YOU THINK ABOUT
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THAT YOU WOULD TASTE? WHAT
TYPES OF THINGS DO YOU
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THINK ABOUT THAT
YOU WOULD SEE?
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WHAT TYPES OF THINGS DO YOU,
WOULD YOU THINK ABOUT
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THAT YOU CAN HEAR? OKAY. I\'D
LIKE YOU\'D TO WRITE DOWN
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SOME OF THOSE;
JUST SAY, \"I HEAR...\"
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(♪)
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FASTER.
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(♪)
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(laughter)
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WHY DO THEY ALWAYS
COME AROUND HERE?
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THEY\'RE RUNNING AROUND
TRYING TO CATCH BRENT
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HE\'S A GANGSTER.
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HE\'S A GANGSTER
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OW!
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(giggles)
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(motor revs loudly)
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(kids cheering)
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(Rick) GET THAT
DOG OUT OF HERE, EH.
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IT JUST TOOK
ROBERT\'S SANDWICH.
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(♪)
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(Child) DON\'T!
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(Alec) I LIKE IT.
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(Child) NO. NO ALEC.
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(Alec) YOU\'RE
HURTING MY FEELINGS.
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(Child) I HATE YOU.
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(Rick) HEY, HEY.
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(Child) HE\'S THE ONE THAT...
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(Rick) I DON\'T WANT TO HEAR IT.
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(Alec) HE\'S HURTING MY FEELINGS.
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(Winnie) I TOLD HIM THERE\'S
NO WAY THEY\'RE GOING TO BE
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ABLE TO STAY
WITH YOUR DAD.
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WHY? BECAUSE OF ALL THIS
HISTORY AND EVERYTHING.
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15...
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YEAH.
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15 - THEY\'RE YEAH,
WELL THEY\'RE 15 AND 13.
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WELL YOU CAN
TALK TO THEM.
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YOU CAN TALK TO THEM.
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(sighs) I DON\'T WANT
TO GET INTO THAT RIGHT NOW
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WE ALREADY...
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(TV noise)
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WHAT SCHOOL?
WHAT KIND OF SCHOOL?
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BYE, SON.
(kiss noise)
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DAD CAN YOU
BUY ME SOME POP?
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POP! POP\'S
NO GOOD FOR YOU.
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ARE YOU READY?
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BYE POOCH.
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(dog barks)
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HE WANTS TO TRY AND
KEEP THE FAMILY TOGETHER
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AND HE WANTS US
TO STAY TOGETHER AND...
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I FEEL IT WOULD BE BEST
IF HE HAD HIS OWN PLACE
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AND I HAD MY OWN PLACE.
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AND... AND THEN
HE SAYS...
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(emotional) HE SAYS THINGS
TO... THAT... WILL MAKE ME...
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HE MAKES ME FEELS BAD BEFORE
ANYTHING EVEN HAPPENS
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AND EXPECTS ME TO
FALL ON MY FACE
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AND LIKE I\'M...
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MORE POPCORN?
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ASK JERRY OKAY.
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(Ken) IT\'S REALLY HARD,
IT\'S HARD TO, YOU KNOW,
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CLOSE THE DOOR.
IT\'S... YOU KNOW,
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AND EACH DAY, IT JUST
DAWNS ON YOU MORE
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THAT HEY MAN, THE DOOR
IS CLOSED, YOU KNOW?
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AND I DON\'T REALLY
WANT TO GO BACK
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TO THAT RESERVE EVER,
YOU KNOW?
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AND AH... I LOVE THAT
PLACE, I LIKE THE HOUSE
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BUT IT\'S JUST SOMETHING
THERE THAT WASN\'T,
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WASN\'T GOOD FOR
ME AND THE KIDS AND...
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AT FIRST SHE SOUNDED LIKE
I WOULD TAKE THE TWO BOYS
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BUT - THE OLDER BOYS -
BUT SHE MENTIONED
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BECAUSE OF MY CRIMINAL RECORD
THEY WOULDN\'T LET ME HAVE THEM.
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SO, FROM THAT, WHAT
SHE WAS TELLING ME
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THAT SHE REALLY DIDN\'T
WANT TO SPLIT THE KIDS UP
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AND I REALLY DON\'T EITHER.
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AND IT WOULD WORK IF I
HAD VISITING PRIVILEGES
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OR VISITING RIGHTS. BUT LIKE
I SAY, I KIND OF SUSPECT
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ALONG THE WAY SOMEWHERE
I\'M GOING GET -
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RUN INTO TROUBLE WITH
WINNIE ABOUT THE KIDS.
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AND I HAVE EXTENSIVE
CRIMINAL RECORD
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BUT I HAVEN\'T BEEN TROUBLE
FOR MANY MOONS YOU KNOW, SO.
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SPENDING 18 YEARS COOKING
AND LOOKING AFTER THE KIDS,
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CLEANING THE HOUSE... NOW
YOU, YOU GOT NOTHING TO DO.
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SO THAT, YOU KNOW, YOUR
SYSTEM IS GOING THROUGH
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A DRASTIC CHANGE
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AND SHOCK I GUESS
YOU COULD CALL IT.
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WINNIE GAVE ME A GOOD
PART OF HER LIFE.
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SHE GIVE ME
FIVE FINE SONS
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AND SHE WAS THERE
FOR ME AT TIMES
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WHEN I NEEDED
SOMEONE WITH ME.
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AND I PROBABLY DIDN\'T
TAKE HER TO PARADISE
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BUT LIFE WASN\'T
TOO BAD TOGETHER.
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BY THINKING OF
THE GOOD STUFF
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YOU KIND OF
MINIMIZE THE ANGER.
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I DIDN\'T LIKE WHAT
HER AND RICK DID
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STABBING ME IN THE BACK.
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THAT WAS A DIRTY PLAY AND
PARTNERS DON\'T DO THAT
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AND THAT PART OF THE DAY
IS CLOSED, YOU KNOW?
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(♪)
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(distant train noise)
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(dog barking)
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(Jerry-Lee)
HURRY UP, KENNY.
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YOU BRING YOUR TV.
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(Alec) WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?
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FUCK IS IT, IT, IT\'S
ONLY KENNY\'S TV.
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NO IT\'S NOT, IT\'S THE
FUCKING FAMILY\'S RETARD,
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SLAP YOU.
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THE TV ONE
IS IN THERE.
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(Kenny)
YEAH, DAD GAVE THIS.
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(Alec) NO, NO HE NEVER.
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YEAH.
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DOES IT LOOK
LIKE DAD OWNS IT?
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(Jerry-Lee)
KENNY OWNS IT.
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NO HE DOESN\'T!
FUCK OFF... RETARDS.
00:14:22.000 --> 00:14:23.082
YOU.
00:14:23.083 --> 00:14:24.834
YOU.
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(Alec) FUCKING PUNCH
YOU IN THE TEETH.
00:14:28.918 --> 00:14:31.458
(Rick) HEY, UNTIL A COP
COMES IN HERE AND SAYS
00:14:31.459 --> 00:14:32.167
YOU CAN LEAVE
00:14:32.168 --> 00:14:35.791
YOU\'RE STAYING HERE, YOUR
SHIT IS STAYING HERE. RIGHT.
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(Kenny) THEY DID.
00:14:36.918 --> 00:14:38.166
(Rick) WELL WHERE\'S THE COP?
00:14:38.167 --> 00:14:39.416
YOU BRING THE COP
HERE, RIGHT,
00:14:39.417 --> 00:14:41.374
AND THE COP WILL TELL
ME THAT YOU CAN LEAVE -
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YOU CAN LEAVE. UNTIL
THEN YOU CAN\'T.
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YOU CAN STAY OVER THERE
ALL YOU WANT, MAN, RIGHT?
00:14:45.584 --> 00:14:46.501
BUT YOU LIVE HERE.
00:14:46.502 --> 00:14:49.291
I KNOW YOU DON\'T
LIKE ME CAUSE OF
THE SITUATION
00:14:49.292 --> 00:14:53.209
BUT, I MEAN, THIS AIN\'T
GOING TO HELP ANY, MAN.
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I WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU
WANT TO LEAVE US SO BAD.
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(Alec) HE SAID HE DOESN\'T
WANT A WHITE DAD,
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HE\'S A FAGGOT.
00:15:03.417 --> 00:15:09.125
(Winnie crying) YOU
CAN\'T EVEN TALK TO ME.
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YOU LITTLE
FAGGOT, KENNY.
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(♪)
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I THINK IT\'S A LOT
BETTER HERE, MAN
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ESPECIALLY WITH
RICK NOT AROUND.
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(TV noise)
00:17:00.334 --> 00:17:03.500
(Ken) I USUALLY GO
FOR A WALK ABOUT 7:00
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OR SOMETHING.
A LITTLE WALK AROUND.
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IT\'S NICE TO SEE PEOPLE.
LIKE, ON THE RES THERE,
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FUCK - YOU LOOK AND
EVERYBODY LOOKS AT YOU
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AND THEY\'RE FUCKING MAD OR
SOMETHING EH, YOU KNOW.
00:17:16.918 --> 00:17:21.249
JUST SAYING GO FOR A WALK
AND NOBODY GIVES A SHIT
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WHO I AM AND
I KIND OF LIKE IT.
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I DON\'T WANT TO GO
BACK TO THE RES.
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NO. IF I NEVER SEE THAT
PLACE AGAIN THAT\'S FINE.
00:17:34.542 --> 00:17:38.082
DID THEY SAY WHY THEY
TOOK DOWN THE TREE?
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(Kenny) NO.
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(Ken)
NO? WHO DID THAT?
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(Kenny)
MOST LIKELY RICK.
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NOTHING\'S GOING TO
GET BETWEEN ME AND WINNIE.
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ANYTHING THAT TRIES,
RIGHT, IS IN TROUBLE.
00:17:53.167 --> 00:17:55.166
I MEAN, WINNIE AND KEN
HAVEN\'T BEEN A COUPLE
00:17:55.167 --> 00:17:58.416
IN A LONG TIME. LIKE, ME
AND WINNIE NEVER DID
00:17:58.417 --> 00:17:59.708
ANYTHING WHEN THEY
WERE TOGETHER...
00:17:59.709 --> 00:18:04.166
WHEN THINGS HAPPENED
AND NOW, IT\'S DIFFERENT;
00:18:04.167 --> 00:18:05.708
OUR RELATIONSHIP\'S
DIFFERENT.
00:18:05.709 --> 00:18:07.541
BUT NOTHING\'S GOING TO
GET IN BETWEEN IT.
00:18:07.542 --> 00:18:10.249
PEOPLE TRY, PEOPLE PLAY
THEIR GAMES AND SHIT.
00:18:10.250 --> 00:18:12.583
WE HAD A DRUNK GUY SHOW UP
HERE THE OTHER DAY
00:18:12.584 --> 00:18:14.875
LOOKING FOR WINNIE. WE DON\'T
KNOW IF THEY WERE TO DO
00:18:14.876 --> 00:18:17.666
WITH KEN OR ANYTHING. WE
DON\'T TALK TO, TALK TO HIM
00:18:17.667 --> 00:18:19.958
OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT.
NOBODY SAYS, OH NO
00:18:19.959 --> 00:18:23.917
YOU DON\'T GO TO JAIL
WHEN SOMEBODY SHOWS UP
AT YOUR DOOR.
00:18:23.918 --> 00:18:24.834
BELIEVE ME, I KNOW.
00:18:24.835 --> 00:18:26.833
I JUST FINISHED WITH
THREE YEARS OF IT.
00:18:26.834 --> 00:18:28.583
BECAUSE WHEN PEOPLE SHOW UP
AT YOUR DOOR AND YOU BEAT
00:18:28.584 --> 00:18:32.041
THE LIVING FUCK OUT OF
THEM, YOU GO TO JAIL.
00:18:32.042 --> 00:18:34.875
AND I BASICALLY
HAD TO SIT THERE
00:18:34.876 --> 00:18:37.249
SO THAT\'S BEEN A BIG ISSUE.
00:18:37.250 --> 00:18:39.416
AT LEAST I\'M NOT
IN JAIL TODAY.
00:18:39.417 --> 00:18:43.917
AND WITH ME AND WINNIE, WE
ALWAYS GOT ALONG BEFORE
00:18:43.918 --> 00:18:46.416
JUST BECAUSE WE\'RE TOGETHER
NOW THAT DON\'T MEAN
00:18:46.417 --> 00:18:48.750
THAT WE\'RE NOT
GOING TO GET ALONG.
00:18:48.751 --> 00:18:51.249
NOTHING\'S CHANGED WHAT - THE
WAY WE FEEL ABOUT EACH OTHER
00:18:51.250 --> 00:18:53.917
AND I JUST WANT SOMEBODY
WHO\'S GOING TO BE THERE.
00:18:53.918 --> 00:18:55.416
WINNIE ALWAYS WILL BE.
00:18:55.417 --> 00:18:57.166
AND SHE NEVER MAKES
ME FEEL BAD,
00:18:57.167 --> 00:18:58.791
SHE NEVER MAKES ME CRY.
00:18:58.792 --> 00:19:01.875
JUST CAUSE I GOT
TATTOOS AND STUFF
00:19:01.876 --> 00:19:03.666
AND I\'M THE BAD GUY
THAT WAY, RIGHT?
00:19:03.667 --> 00:19:06.750
WINNIE KNOWS HOW I FEEL,
I TELL HER ALL THE TIME.
00:19:06.751 --> 00:19:08.374
I THINK EVERYTHING
WILL WORK OUT
00:19:08.375 --> 00:19:12.166
AS LONG AS EVERYBODY
LEAVES US THE FUCK ALONE.
00:19:12.167 --> 00:19:16.750
(♪)
00:19:16.751 --> 00:19:21.917
RICK DOESN\'T
SAY THINGS
00:19:21.918 --> 00:19:24.249
THAT ARE HURTFUL
TO ME AND THAT.
00:19:24.250 --> 00:19:27.124
AND KEN USED TO DO THAT
TO ME ALL THE TIME
00:19:27.125 --> 00:19:30.041
THAT\'S WHY I GOT SO THAT
I JUST WOULDN\'T SAY ANYTHING
00:19:30.042 --> 00:19:33.291
ANYMORE, I WAS JUST
SCARED TO TALK
00:19:33.292 --> 00:19:36.041
AND RICK TELLS ME, \"JUST
SAY WHAT YOU WANT, BABE\"
00:19:36.042 --> 00:19:38.708
AND I\'M LIKE,
\"OH I DON\'T KNOW\",
00:19:38.709 --> 00:19:41.958
AND I\'M STILL
REALLY SHY YET.
00:19:41.959 --> 00:19:45.875
HE\'S TRYING TO GET ME OUT
OF THAT AND I\'M TRYING.
00:19:45.876 --> 00:19:49.750
BUT I\'M STILL SCARED.
00:19:49.751 --> 00:19:53.875
IT\'S LIKE WE\'RE GETTING TO
KNOW EACH OTHER AGAIN
00:19:53.876 --> 00:19:57.875
AND THAT AND ME AND
THE BOYS AND RICK.
00:19:57.876 --> 00:20:05.583
(♪)
00:20:05.584 --> 00:20:09.041
SEE WHOLE COFFEE
BEANS, NO GRINDER,
00:20:09.042 --> 00:20:12.751
TRUE RED-NECK
COFFEE GRINDER.
00:20:16.250 --> 00:20:19.584
(beans crunching)
00:20:27.709 --> 00:20:30.917
AND THAT SHOULD WORK
FOR RED-NECK COFFEE.
00:20:30.918 --> 00:20:35.209
IT DIDN\'T ALL GRIND UP.
00:20:57.876 --> 00:21:02.666
I\'M GOING TO GO TO THE
STORE AFTER I FOLD
YOUR KNEECAPS IN HALF
00:21:02.667 --> 00:21:06.584
SO STAND STILL GIVE
ME ABOUT A MINUTE.
00:21:16.375 --> 00:21:19.042
THAT SAVED MY ASS.
00:21:20.417 --> 00:21:22.458
(light laughter)
00:21:22.459 --> 00:21:30.459
(♪)
00:21:43.250 --> 00:21:46.501
YOU GOING TO COME
OVER SOME TIME?
00:21:48.709 --> 00:21:51.458
RICK\'S NOT ALWAYS
THERE ALL THE TIME.
00:21:51.459 --> 00:21:53.584
HE\'S AT WORK.
00:22:00.292 --> 00:22:02.666
(Kenny) RICK TOLD ME
THAT I COULDN\'T SEE
00:22:02.667 --> 00:22:05.166
MY FRIENDS AND STUFF
AND HE TOLD ME
00:22:05.167 --> 00:22:07.249
I COULD EITHER GO
OR I CAN LEAVE
00:22:07.250 --> 00:22:09.291
AND HE PHONED A TAXI
00:22:09.292 --> 00:22:13.082
AND HE GAVE ME LIKE 15
MINUTES TO PACK MY STUFF...
00:22:13.083 --> 00:22:18.666
AND THEN, THEN I JUST
MOVED HERE FOR AWHILE.
00:22:18.667 --> 00:22:25.958
(Alan) MOM, ROBERT
WON\'T GIVE ME SOME
OF MY CARDS BACK.
00:22:25.959 --> 00:22:27.875
HOW DO YOU KNOW?
00:22:27.876 --> 00:22:30.249
\'CAUSE I HAD
MORE THAN THIS -
00:22:30.250 --> 00:22:34.458
LOOK HOW BIG
ROBERT\'S STACK IS.
00:22:34.459 --> 00:22:36.416
(Robert) I...
00:22:36.417 --> 00:22:39.708
(Winnie) IT HURTS
THAT HE DOESN\'T WANT
00:22:39.709 --> 00:22:42.625
TO TALK TO ME THOUGH.
00:22:42.626 --> 00:22:45.666
I MEAN I\'M, I\'M WILLING
TO TALK TO HIM
00:22:45.667 --> 00:22:48.583
AND TRY AND HELP HIM OUT
00:22:48.584 --> 00:22:53.708
BUT HE DOESN\'T
SEEM TO WANT TO TRY.
00:22:53.709 --> 00:22:57.875
(♪)
00:22:57.876 --> 00:23:00.750
(Ken) LIFE WILL GO ON,
YOUR LIFE WILL GO ON.
00:23:00.751 --> 00:23:02.708
IT\'LL CONTINUE, YOU KNOW?
00:23:02.709 --> 00:23:06.625
IT\'S LIKE THERE\'S NEVER
ANY REASON TO FEEL
00:23:06.626 --> 00:23:10.249
SO DEPRESSED AND SO LOST
THAT THIS IS LIKE THE END
00:23:10.250 --> 00:23:15.666
BECAUSE IT\'S NO, NO IT\'S
NOT - NEVER THAT CLOSE.
00:23:15.667 --> 00:23:17.541
BUT, YOU KNOW,
HARDSHIP IS -
00:23:17.542 --> 00:23:20.374
LIKE THAT\'S WHAT THEY TELL
US: THE HARDER LIFE IS,
00:23:20.375 --> 00:23:22.708
THE HAPPIER YOU SHOULD BE
CAUSE IT\'LL MAKE YOU
00:23:22.709 --> 00:23:25.541
STRONGER FOR YOUR
NEXT JOURNEY.
00:23:25.542 --> 00:23:29.417
TO ME, I BELIEVE
THAT TOTALLY.
00:23:41.751 --> 00:23:44.208
LOOK AT ROBERT\'S
LITTLE PEOPLE
00:23:44.209 --> 00:23:48.918
AND A BIG GUY AND TWO
PEOPLE UP HERE.
00:23:52.292 --> 00:23:55.751
(kids yelling to each other)
00:24:05.042 --> 00:24:09.041
HIS, HIS DAD ALWAYS
SAYS, \"ARE YOU GOOD OR BAD?\"
00:24:09.042 --> 00:24:12.666
IF I\'M, IF I SAY, \"I\'M BAD\",
I\'M NOT ALLOWED IN
00:24:12.667 --> 00:24:15.416
IF I SAY, \"I\'M GOOD\",
I\'M ALLOWED IN.
00:24:15.417 --> 00:24:18.249
I DON\'T KNOW WHY
THEY ALWAYS SAY THAT.
00:24:18.250 --> 00:24:20.416
ARE YOU GUYS
GROUNDED?
00:24:20.417 --> 00:24:23.375
HOW COME YOU\'RE
GROUNDED?
00:24:24.834 --> 00:24:31.167
(talking, laughing)
00:24:36.375 --> 00:24:38.166
ROBERT,
WHAT?
00:24:38.167 --> 00:24:40.375
GO GET ALLAN.
00:24:43.792 --> 00:24:46.584
(Rick) HE\'S GROUNDED.
00:25:09.584 --> 00:25:13.166
WHO IS - WHO\'S ON
THE PHONE, MOM?
00:25:13.167 --> 00:25:16.374
MOM, WHO IS ON
THE PHONE?
00:25:16.375 --> 00:25:20.875
MOM, MOM WHO\'S
ON THE PHONE?!
00:25:20.876 --> 00:25:28.876
MM-HMM, YEAH.
MM-HMM. YEAH.
00:25:33.584 --> 00:25:37.791
OKAY. OKAY THEN,
\'KAY BYE.
00:25:37.792 --> 00:25:40.459
(Boy) I\'M COMING TOO!
00:25:41.876 --> 00:25:46.458
(Ken) I TOLD HER I\'D STICK
BESIDE HER, YOU KNOW
00:25:46.459 --> 00:25:48.875
AND I\'LL DO THAT.
00:25:48.876 --> 00:25:52.374
AND IT\'S VERY LONESOME; HOLY
FUCK, I FEEL LIKE CRYING.
00:25:52.375 --> 00:25:55.082
I FEEL SO DANGER
FOR MY CHILDREN, EH!
00:25:55.083 --> 00:25:57.708
I GOT TO PROTECT MY KIDS
AND HOW DO I DO THAT?
00:25:57.709 --> 00:26:00.791
YOU KNOW, SAY LOOK
FUCKING GUY IS DANGEROUS
00:26:00.792 --> 00:26:03.791
I LIVE - I GREW UP WITH
PEOPLE LIKE THAT.
00:26:03.792 --> 00:26:06.166
LET\'S PROTECT THE
KIDS RIGHT NOW
00:26:06.167 --> 00:26:08.333
YOU KNOW, AND DON\'T SAY,
\"OH HE CHANGED\"
00:26:08.334 --> 00:26:09.541
AND FORGET
ABOUT THE KIDS.
00:26:09.542 --> 00:26:12.166
AND THE WAY TO PROTECT
THAT IS TO KEEP A GOD DAMN
00:26:12.167 --> 00:26:13.708
CLOSE EYE ON HIM.
00:26:13.709 --> 00:26:16.041
(Rick) SO WHAT ELSE
DID HAVE TO SAY?
00:26:16.042 --> 00:26:17.458
HE DOESN\'T WANT THE
KIDS AROUND YOU
00:26:17.459 --> 00:26:21.416
AND SOON THEY GO TO THE WELFARE
AND HAVE THEM TAKEN AWAY.
00:26:21.417 --> 00:26:25.917
OH THEY, THEY CAN COME DOWN
HERE ANYTIME THEY WANT
00:26:25.918 --> 00:26:30.958
AND CHECK WHATEVER THEY WANT
AND DON\'T MEAN SHIT TO ME
00:26:30.959 --> 00:26:33.791
CAUSE THERE\'S
NOTHING WRONG.
00:26:33.792 --> 00:26:38.041
THERE\'S FOOD IN THE HOUSE
AND EVERYBODY IS HAPPY
00:26:38.042 --> 00:26:41.458
AND GO LOOK AT THE
KIDS: THERE\'S NO BLACK
AND BLUE MARKS,
00:26:41.459 --> 00:26:43.416
THERE\'S NO NOTHING.
00:26:43.417 --> 00:26:45.626
ASK THE KIDS.
00:26:48.792 --> 00:26:53.250
WE DON\'T HAVE TO WORRY
ABOUT THAT, BABE.
NO?
00:26:54.083 --> 00:26:55.625
(Male) HELLO KENNY.
00:26:55.626 --> 00:26:57.291
COME ON IN, YEAH.
00:26:57.292 --> 00:26:58.416
RIGHT HERE.
00:26:58.417 --> 00:26:59.250
OH, OKAY.
00:26:59.251 --> 00:27:01.208
OH, THIS IS WHERE
THE ARTIST IS.
00:27:01.209 --> 00:27:03.791
YOU\'RE BUSY, OKAY
I\'LL COME BACK.
00:27:03.792 --> 00:27:04.584
NO, THAT\'S OKAY.
00:27:04.585 --> 00:27:06.750
IS IT ALL RIGHT?
YEAH, YEAH.
00:27:06.751 --> 00:27:08.791
OKAY. I\'LL TELL YOU
WHY I\'M HERE, KEN
00:27:08.792 --> 00:27:14.583
IS I\'VE GOT A, A
NOTICE FOR YOU TO
VACATE ON FRIDAY
00:27:14.584 --> 00:27:16.416
IF THE RENT
ISN\'T PAID.
00:27:16.417 --> 00:27:17.167
YEAH, YEAH.
00:27:17.168 --> 00:27:21.541
MABEL SAID THAT
THERE WAS AH...
$230 OUTSTANDING,
00:27:21.542 --> 00:27:22.417
IS THAT RIGHT?
00:27:22.418 --> 00:27:25.666
YEAH, YEAH AND I TOLD
HER I\'D GIVE HER LIKE
00:27:25.667 --> 00:27:29.291
I THINK $120 FOR
SURE, DEFINITELY.
00:27:29.292 --> 00:27:31.999
SO YOU\'RE DOING SOME
ART AND THEN HE\'S GOING
00:27:32.000 --> 00:27:33.249
TO PAY YOU
FOR THE ART.
00:27:33.250 --> 00:27:36.625
YEAH, WELL I HAVE EIGHT
BIG ONES SAVED WITH HIM
00:27:36.626 --> 00:27:38.416
AND ABOUT
SIX SMALL ONES.
00:27:38.417 --> 00:27:40.584
REALLY NICE BIG ONES.
00:27:47.334 --> 00:27:50.209
(boys laughing)
00:27:54.209 --> 00:27:57.249
(Rick) WHAT WE NEED IS
THE TIRES, THE MOTOR,
00:27:57.250 --> 00:28:00.291
THE TAIL LIGHTS, THE BACK
BUMPER AND THE FRONT BUMPER
00:28:00.292 --> 00:28:03.917
AND THE GRILL. THE REST
OF IT, THRASH IT MAN.
00:28:03.918 --> 00:28:05.666
CAN I BREAK
THE WINDOW?
00:28:05.667 --> 00:28:08.250
NO, CAUSE
IT\'S GLASS.
00:28:12.918 --> 00:28:14.750
(Man)
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
00:28:14.751 --> 00:28:17.249
THAT\'S GOT TO BE WORTH $20
DOLLARS A PIECE OR MORE,
00:28:17.250 --> 00:28:19.333
YOU KNOW? BUT HE WAS HAPPY,
I ASKED HIM IF HE WANTED
00:28:19.334 --> 00:28:21.625
ANY MORE FROM ME AND HE
SAID, \"NO THAT\'S GOOD, KEN\",
00:28:21.626 --> 00:28:23.708
HE SAYS, \"I APPRECIATE
THE HELP\".
00:28:23.709 --> 00:28:26.917
SO, I MEAN, THERE\'S A GUY
THAT WAS MORE CONCERNED
00:28:26.918 --> 00:28:29.082
WITH GOING OUT AND HAVING
A FATHER\'S DAY SUPPER
00:28:29.083 --> 00:28:33.124
WITH HIS... WITH HIS KIDS,
OR EVEN BY HIMSELF.
00:28:33.125 --> 00:28:37.917
AND I\'M QUITE HAPPY, I THINK
IT WAS A WIN/WIN SITUATION,
00:28:37.918 --> 00:28:40.750
SO. ANYWAY I THOUGHT
I\'D SHOW YOU THESE.
00:28:40.751 --> 00:28:42.958
I THOUGHT IT WAS KIND
OF A NEAT DAY TODAY
00:28:42.959 --> 00:28:46.501
I WAS REALLY AH...
GOOD FATHER\'S TODAY.
00:28:47.751 --> 00:28:50.249
(Ken) HOLY SHIT!
00:28:50.250 --> 00:28:52.124
(Robert) HI DAD.
00:28:52.125 --> 00:28:58.833
(Ken) COME HERE,
OH BOY, OH BIG MAN.
00:28:58.834 --> 00:29:00.959
(kiss noise)
00:29:01.459 --> 00:29:05.625
YOU LIKE
DADDY\'S CABIN?
(chuckles)
00:29:05.626 --> 00:29:08.666
YOU MISS YOUR OLD POP?
00:29:08.667 --> 00:29:13.208
YEAH.YEAH? YOUR SHOES ARE
ON THE WRONG FEET, EH!
00:29:13.209 --> 00:29:14.583
YEAH.
00:29:14.584 --> 00:29:17.374
OH WELL, COOL.
00:29:17.375 --> 00:29:19.666
COOL MAN.
00:29:19.667 --> 00:29:21.750
HOW\'S MY BABY?
00:29:21.751 --> 00:29:22.791
GOOD.
00:29:22.792 --> 00:29:24.666
YEAH. GEEZ,
I MISSED YOU.
00:29:24.667 --> 00:29:26.833
I MISSED YOU SO MUCH.
00:29:26.834 --> 00:29:31.249
NOW YOU KNOW WHERE
I LIVE I CAN PHONE YOU
00:29:31.250 --> 00:29:33.416
OR YOU CAN PHONE DAD.
00:29:33.417 --> 00:29:36.041
DAD\'S GOT TO
GET A PHONE, EH!
00:29:36.042 --> 00:29:42.501
YOU CAN COME AND
VISIT DAD, SO GO MAN.
00:29:58.959 --> 00:30:00.750
RICK, WHAT\'S YOUR
CODE OF ETHICS?
00:30:00.751 --> 00:30:02.708
I ALREADY TOLD YOU -
NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.
00:30:02.709 --> 00:30:06.249
IT AIN\'T - IF I TELL
YOU MINE, THEN YOU\'LL
WANT THEM TO BE YOURS
00:30:06.250 --> 00:30:08.124
AND THAT\'S NOT
THE WAY IT WORKS.
00:30:08.125 --> 00:30:09.458
WHAT\'S YOUR
CODE OF ETHICS?
00:30:09.459 --> 00:30:10.833
YOU\'LL LEARN AS
YOU GET OLDER.
00:30:10.834 --> 00:30:13.249
WHAT IF I, WHAT IF I GET
MY OWN CODE OF ETHICS?
00:30:13.250 --> 00:30:16.083
EXACTLY, THEN
I\'LL BE PROUD.
00:30:21.584 --> 00:30:25.751
WANT A BITE OF
CHICKEN BURGER? NO.
00:30:46.542 --> 00:30:48.959
DADDY SURE MISSES YOU.
00:30:49.709 --> 00:30:51.583
OKAY, THERE YOU GO.
00:30:51.584 --> 00:30:54.124
OKAY, I\'LL WALK
YOU TO THE CAR.
00:30:54.125 --> 00:30:55.249
LOVE YOU, SON.
00:30:55.250 --> 00:30:58.917
LOVE YOU VERY
MUCH. WE\'LL SEE
YOU AGAIN OKAY?
00:30:58.918 --> 00:31:01.666
AND DADDY WILL
PHONE YOU, OKAY?
00:31:01.667 --> 00:31:06.124
AND I\'LL GET SOME
MORE MONEY AND WE\'LL
BUY SOME STUFF.
00:31:06.125 --> 00:31:11.082
OKAY. OKAY AND BYE
AND LOVE YOU SONS.
00:31:11.083 --> 00:31:12.458
BYE, DAD.
00:31:12.459 --> 00:31:14.417
I LOVE YOU.
00:31:24.667 --> 00:31:26.501
OKAY.
00:31:28.292 --> 00:31:29.708
(Rick) HE\'S MOVING IT.
00:31:29.709 --> 00:31:34.584
MUST REALLY WANT IT
OUT OF THE FRONT YARD.
00:32:02.834 --> 00:32:05.124
(Rick) KYLE THERE -
WHERE KENNY IS STAYING -
00:32:05.125 --> 00:32:08.583
SHOW UP AT MY DOOR AT,
WHAT TIME WAS THAT?
00:32:08.584 --> 00:32:12.917
10:00.10:00 AT NIGHT
IN THE DARK, RIGHT?
00:32:12.918 --> 00:32:15.917
AND AH... BE VERY
AGGRESSIVE, RIGHT?
00:32:15.918 --> 00:32:16.918
TOWARDS WINNIE.
00:32:16.919 --> 00:32:22.082
WHEN I OPENED THE DOOR
AND ASKED THEM TO
FUCKING LEAVE, RIGHT?
00:32:22.083 --> 00:32:24.875
LOOK AT ME RIGHT, OKAY.
00:32:24.876 --> 00:32:30.041
RIGHT? THIS KID - I THOUGHT
HE WAS 17/16, RIGHT?
00:32:30.042 --> 00:32:32.082
TOOK ABOUT 20 STEPS
FROM ME, PULLED OUT
00:32:32.083 --> 00:32:35.249
A SHOT GUN AND POINTED
IT AT ME, RIGHT?
00:32:35.250 --> 00:32:38.500
AND TOLD ME I WAS A
TOUGH GUY, RIGHT?
00:32:38.501 --> 00:32:41.333
AT THE TIME, I THOUGHT
HE WAS A KID, RIGHT?
00:32:41.334 --> 00:32:44.166
SO IT PISSED ME OFF
BUT I DIDN\'T DO ANYTHING.
00:32:44.167 --> 00:32:49.082
THEN I FOUND OUT, RIGHT, THIS
GUY IS 19 YEARS OLD, RIGHT?
00:32:49.083 --> 00:32:51.625
AND IT WAS A TOY GUN, RIGHT?
00:32:51.626 --> 00:32:54.708
ONE OF THESE LITTLE
AIR RIFLE GUNS.
00:32:54.709 --> 00:32:58.999
WELL... RIGHT, IF I WOULD
KNOWN HE WAS 19, RIGHT
00:32:59.000 --> 00:33:02.082
I WOULD HAVE CURBED
STOMPED HIM RIGHT IN MY
FRONT YARD, RIGHT
00:33:02.083 --> 00:33:06.041
AND BEAT HIM WITH IT
AND NOT EVEN HAVE
THOUGHT TWICE, RIGHT?
00:33:06.042 --> 00:33:07.917
THAT\'S PLAIN AND SIMPLE
- THAT\'S THE TRUTH.
00:33:07.918 --> 00:33:09.638
WANTED TO SEE IF THE KIDS
WANTED TO COME OUT
00:33:11.167 --> 00:33:13.541
AND PLAY KICK THE
JUG AND THEN RICK TRIED
00:33:13.542 --> 00:33:14.875
TO START A FIGHT WITH ME.
00:33:14.876 --> 00:33:17.999
AND THEN HE SAID THAT I
POINTED A SHOTGUN AT HIM
00:33:18.000 --> 00:33:19.541
AND THEN THE COPS
TOLD ME TO BACK OFF
00:33:19.542 --> 00:33:23.999
JUST CAUSE OF HIS BAD
REPUTATION, HOW BAD HE IS.
00:33:24.000 --> 00:33:26.082
I HAD AN AIR SOFT GUN
00:33:26.083 --> 00:33:29.249
BUT I DIDN\'T
THREATEN HIM AT ALL.
00:33:29.250 --> 00:33:33.000
I EVEN TOLD HIM IT
WASN\'T A WEAPON.
00:33:40.375 --> 00:33:48.375
(truck engine)
00:33:54.792 --> 00:33:57.458
HEY, WATCH THAT RAY,
THAT\'S FUCKING LIKE...
00:33:57.459 --> 00:34:00.500
WATCH OUT, I\'M GOING TO
I\'M GOING TO ROLL IT
00:34:00.501 --> 00:34:03.667
AS FAST AS I CAN.
00:34:09.250 --> 00:34:13.666
OKAY, TELL ME, WHO\'S
THE COOLEST DUDE IN
THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD?
00:34:13.667 --> 00:34:16.917
I MEAN, OUT OF
ME YOU AND THEM?
00:34:16.918 --> 00:34:21.791
YOU CAN PICK AS
MANY KIDS YOU CAN.
00:34:21.792 --> 00:34:22.999
THEM.
00:34:23.000 --> 00:34:23.834
HUH?
00:34:23.834 --> 00:34:24.751
THEM.
00:34:24.752 --> 00:34:26.876
OKAY, UM...
00:34:27.209 --> 00:34:33.166
(barking, panting like dogs)
00:34:33.167 --> 00:34:35.583
OH, A BONE!
00:34:35.584 --> 00:34:38.374
KENNY PLAYING
BASEBALL.
00:34:38.375 --> 00:34:40.666
(whooshing noises)
00:34:40.667 --> 00:34:43.416
NOW KENNY IS
CATCHING ONE.
00:34:43.417 --> 00:34:46.082
(whooshing noises)
00:34:46.083 --> 00:34:52.082
RICK - OKAY HOW
DOES HE DO STUFF.
00:34:52.083 --> 00:34:53.875
OH I\'M SMOKING.
00:34:53.876 --> 00:34:59.999
(blowing out air)
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:02.166
LOOK AT MY
COOL TATTOOS.
00:35:02.167 --> 00:35:03.249
YEAH...
00:35:03.250 --> 00:35:04.583
(laughter)
00:35:04.584 --> 00:35:07.917
I GOT A LOT OF TATTOOS...
EVEN ON MY STOMACH.
00:35:07.918 --> 00:35:09.638
YOU ASK KENNY, RIGHT,
DO WE MIND HIM BLARING
00:35:11.501 --> 00:35:12.541
HIS MUSIC? NO.
00:35:12.542 --> 00:35:14.958
DO WE MIND HIM BREAK
DANCING ON THE FLOOR? NO.
00:35:14.959 --> 00:35:16.500
DO WE MIND HIM HAVING
HIS FRIENDS IN? NO,
00:35:16.501 --> 00:35:19.208
AS LONG AS THEY\'RE GOOD KIDS.
I DON\'T LIKE BAD KIDS.
00:35:19.209 --> 00:35:21.124
I DON\'T WANT ANY BAD
KIDS AROUND THE KIDS.
00:35:21.125 --> 00:35:25.583
ALL THE KIDS KNOW IT BUT
EVERYTHING WAS GOING GREAT.
00:35:25.584 --> 00:35:29.875
AND THEN... RIGHT...
THINGS WERE SAID, RIGHT?
00:35:29.876 --> 00:35:32.291
AND THOSE PEOPLE OVER
THERE DIDN\'T HELP AT ALL,
00:35:32.292 --> 00:35:34.917
LIKE NONE. I DON\'T CARE
WHAT ANYBODY SAYS,
00:35:34.918 --> 00:35:36.917
I DON\'T KNOW WHAT
GOES ON IN THAT HOUSE,
00:35:36.918 --> 00:35:38.208
DON\'T WANT TO KNOW,
00:35:38.209 --> 00:35:40.124
THEY DIDN\'T HELP AT ALL
AND THEY KNOW IT.
00:35:40.125 --> 00:35:42.917
PEOPLE THAT DON\'T KNOW US
IS ONE\'S CAUSING US TROUBLE
00:35:42.918 --> 00:35:45.333
SO WE\'LL MOVE AWAY FROM
THEM ALL IF WE HAVE TO.
00:35:45.334 --> 00:35:48.082
DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO
KEEP THE FAMILY TOGETHER.
00:35:48.083 --> 00:35:50.124
AND IF KEN DOESN\'T
UNDERSTAND THAT,
00:35:50.125 --> 00:35:51.708
TOO FUCKING BAD.
00:35:51.709 --> 00:35:59.709
(♪)
00:36:09.542 --> 00:36:13.082
(Ken) I DON\'T WANT
THIS FELLA NEAR MY KIDS
00:36:13.083 --> 00:36:15.625
AND I\'M LETTING
THE FORCE DO IT.
00:36:15.626 --> 00:36:19.625
BUT THE FORCE SEEMS TO
BE TAKING TOO LONG
00:36:19.626 --> 00:36:25.082
AND I COULD GO IN AND
DO IT MYSELF QUICKLY.
00:36:25.083 --> 00:36:30.333
AND THAT\'S NOT
WHAT I WANT TO DO
00:36:30.334 --> 00:36:34.041
BECAUSE WHEN YOU
USE BAD MEDICINE
00:36:34.042 --> 00:36:34.876
YOU PAY THE PRICE
00:36:34.877 --> 00:36:39.082
BECAUSE MOST PEOPLE THAT -
THEY USE BAD MEDICINE THEN
00:36:39.083 --> 00:36:41.333
THEY\'LL HAVE
A TWISTED FACE,
00:36:41.334 --> 00:36:43.291
OR THEY\'LL HAVE A HUNCHBACK
00:36:43.292 --> 00:36:45.750
OR THEY\'LL HAVE
LIKE A DISABILITY,
00:36:45.751 --> 00:36:47.541
THEIR BODY WILL BE CRIPPLED.
00:36:47.542 --> 00:36:49.750
AND THAT\'S THE PRICE
YOU PAY FOR CHOOSING
00:36:49.751 --> 00:36:54.082
BAD MEDICINE, EH. AND
THE POWER IS THERE,
00:36:54.083 --> 00:36:55.750
DON\'T ASK ME WHERE
IT COMES FROM;
00:36:55.751 --> 00:36:58.082
THE GOOD POWER
AND THE BAD POWER.
00:36:58.083 --> 00:37:00.416
AND THE THING ABOUT
GOOD MEDICINE
00:37:00.417 --> 00:37:03.208
IF YOU CHOSE TO
WALK THAT PATH,
00:37:03.209 --> 00:37:05.750
LIKE IT\'S SUPER
HARD TO BE GOOD.
00:37:05.751 --> 00:37:08.750
LIKE IT\'S, LIKE TOTALLY,
TOTALLY AWESOME.
00:37:08.751 --> 00:37:14.374
WHEN I NEED HELP I ASK
THE GOOD FORCE TO HELP ME.
00:37:14.375 --> 00:37:17.124
I DON\'T ASK THE BAD
FORCE TO HELP ME,
00:37:17.125 --> 00:37:19.791
WHICH WOULD BE EASIER.
00:37:19.792 --> 00:37:22.541
(Alec) I SEEN A
PEDOPHILE TODAY RICK.
00:37:22.542 --> 00:37:25.791
HE WAS OVER THERE AND
IT\'S THAT GUY THAT DAD
00:37:25.792 --> 00:37:27.666
USED TO LIVE WITH.
00:37:27.667 --> 00:37:31.666
YEAH. LIKE HE PAINTED HIS
TRUCK - OR HIS VAN RED.
00:37:31.667 --> 00:37:32.250
YEAH.
00:37:32.251 --> 00:37:34.416
HE\'S LIKE, TURNED
UP HE\'S DRUNK
00:37:34.417 --> 00:37:36.166
HE\'S, HE\'S
LIKE, \"I\'M GOING
UP THAT WAY\".
00:37:36.167 --> 00:37:39.208
AND I WAS LIKE,
\"NAH I DON\'T WANT
TO GO WITH YOU\".
00:37:39.209 --> 00:37:40.833
AND HE\'S LIKE,
\"WHAT? WHY, WHY?\"
00:37:40.834 --> 00:37:42.958
AND I WAS LIKE,
\"I JUST DON\'T WANT TO\"
00:37:42.959 --> 00:37:45.750
AND THEN HE LIKE...
AND HE DROVE OFF.
00:37:45.751 --> 00:37:47.666
YOU MEAN HE TRIED
TO PICK THEM...
00:37:47.667 --> 00:37:51.416
HE, HE - THE KIDS SAID
THAT HE TRIED PICKING
THEM UP, RIGHT?
00:37:51.417 --> 00:37:52.500
HOW COME THEY
DIDN\'T TELL US?
00:37:52.501 --> 00:37:58.917
\'CAUSE KIDS DON\'T ALWAYS
TELL YOU EVERYTHING
UNLESS YOU ACTUALLY ASK.
00:37:58.918 --> 00:38:00.416
AND, AND I NEVER
THOUGHT ABOUT IT
00:38:00.417 --> 00:38:04.583
CAUSE THE WAY THAT WE
ARE I FIGURED THEY\'D
TELL US, RIGHT?
00:38:04.584 --> 00:38:09.875
SO, RIGHT, I JUST FOUND
OUT ABOUT IT SO I...
00:38:09.876 --> 00:38:12.541
I\'VE GOT MY
IDEAS RIGHT NOW.
00:38:12.542 --> 00:38:15.958
OKAY, CAUSE WE\'RE GOING
TO SEND YOUR MOM DOWN
00:38:15.959 --> 00:38:18.041
TO THE FIRST HOUSE
THERE, TO THE CHIEF\'S,
00:38:18.042 --> 00:38:20.917
AND JUST HAVE HIM STOP
FROM COMING ON TO THE RES.
00:38:20.918 --> 00:38:24.459
IF THE GUY COMES NEAR
YOU AGAIN, LET US KNOW.
00:38:27.042 --> 00:38:29.208
(Winnie) HE SAID THE BEST
THING TO DO RIGHT NOW
00:38:29.209 --> 00:38:31.374
IS TO GO AND
REPORT TO THE COPS
00:38:31.375 --> 00:38:32.583
AND HAVE THEM
DEAL WITH IT.
00:38:32.584 --> 00:38:37.083
AND THEN MONDAY GO INTO THE
BAND OFFICE AND TELL THEM.
00:38:41.417 --> 00:38:45.791
WELL, YOU KNOW HOW
I FEEL ABOUT THAT, SO.
00:38:45.792 --> 00:38:51.750
HEY, I\'LL DEAL WITH IT.
00:38:51.751 --> 00:38:53.667
(kissing noises)
00:39:07.959 --> 00:39:10.249
I\'M HOPING WHAT, WHAT
I SAID TO HIM TODAY
00:39:10.250 --> 00:39:13.249
ON THE STREET AND
EVERYTHING WILL MAKE
HIM LEAVE TOWN.
00:39:13.250 --> 00:39:19.374
I DIDN\'T HEAR WHAT
YOU SAID TO HIM
ACTUALLY. I WAS...
00:39:19.375 --> 00:39:22.041
OH, I TOLD HIM STRAIGHT
OUT THAT HE WAS A FUCKING GOOF
00:39:22.042 --> 00:39:23.917
AND IF YOU COME NEAR
MY FUCKING FAMILY
00:39:23.918 --> 00:39:25.082
HE\'S FUCKING GETTING IT.
00:39:25.083 --> 00:39:29.291
AND IF HE EVER SENT
ANYBODY TO FUCKING HOUSE
AGAIN DRUNK, RIGHT?
00:39:29.292 --> 00:39:30.917
THEY\'RE FUCKING
GETTING IT.
00:39:30.918 --> 00:39:32.500
DON\'T EVER SEND ANYBODY
TO MY HOUSE DRUNK.
00:39:32.501 --> 00:39:37.459
I DON\'T ALLOW ANYBODY
IN MY HOUSE WITH ANY
FUCKING ALCOHOL.
00:39:45.709 --> 00:39:48.667
I\'M GOING TO KILL HIM.
00:39:50.751 --> 00:39:54.124
I THREW MY JACKET OFF, YEAH.
00:39:54.125 --> 00:39:59.583
I\'M 62 I CAN\'T FIGHT
NOTHING. (laughs)
00:39:59.584 --> 00:40:03.249
THIS GUY IS A LOONEY TUNE.
00:40:03.250 --> 00:40:06.875
HE COMES UP AND HE SAID,
\"YOU EVER SEND A DRUNK
00:40:06.876 --> 00:40:09.208
UP TO MY PLACE
I\'LL KILL YOU.\"
00:40:09.209 --> 00:40:13.249
I SAID, \"FUCK YOU, LET\'S
GO YOU PIECE OF SHIT\".
00:40:13.250 --> 00:40:16.166
CAUSE I WANT TO
KILL HIM ANYWAY
00:40:16.167 --> 00:40:19.249
SAYS HE\'S
GOING TO GO. YEAH.
00:40:19.250 --> 00:40:20.750
NO, I\'M SERIOUS.
00:40:20.751 --> 00:40:22.374
MY KIDS ARE
IN TROUBLE.
00:40:22.375 --> 00:40:26.750
MY KIDS ARE IN TROUBLE
BECAUSE OF THAT ASSHOLE,
00:40:26.751 --> 00:40:31.416
YOU KNOW?
AND HE\'S DEAD.
00:40:31.417 --> 00:40:34.209
HE\'S FUCKING FINISHED.
00:40:36.918 --> 00:40:44.918
(♪)
00:40:47.459 --> 00:40:48.958
I GOT FIVE.
00:40:48.959 --> 00:40:53.709
I KEEP ON GETTING
FIVE, JERRY.
00:40:55.083 --> 00:40:56.042
TWO.
00:40:56.043 --> 00:40:57.750
I KEEP ON
GETTING FIVE.
00:40:57.751 --> 00:41:00.917
NO, YOU KEEP ON
GETTING ONE.
00:41:00.918 --> 00:41:02.333
AND FIVE.
00:41:02.334 --> 00:41:04.918
NO, ONLY ONE.
00:41:05.334 --> 00:41:08.917
(Alan) OH YEAH, PERFECT
ONE - FLAT ENDED.
00:41:08.918 --> 00:41:11.249
FIVE.
00:41:11.250 --> 00:41:19.250
(♪)
00:42:06.042 --> 00:42:09.583
(Ken) OH, I WAS IN ROUGH
SHAPE THIS MORNING,
00:42:09.584 --> 00:42:12.041
YOU KNOW,
JUST STEAMING MAD.
00:42:12.042 --> 00:42:15.249
I FELT LIKE WALKING IN AND
SHOOTING HIM IN THE FACE
00:42:15.250 --> 00:42:17.082
AND THEN WHEN HE
WAS LAYING THERE
00:42:17.083 --> 00:42:20.082
JUST GIVE IT TO HIM ANOTHER
SHOT RIGHT IN HERE
00:42:20.083 --> 00:42:25.958
WHEN HE... AND ME - 62 -
WANT TO FIGHT A GORILLA?!
00:42:25.959 --> 00:42:26.792
LIKE, HOLY FUCK MAN!
00:42:26.793 --> 00:42:32.041
LIKE, I GOT TO GIVE MY
HEAD A SHAKE. (chuckles)
00:42:32.042 --> 00:42:35.082
AND HIM - TO PICK ON AN
OLD MAN! WHAT THE FUCK?
00:42:35.083 --> 00:42:37.999
YOU KNOW? OH IT\'S
BECAUSE A DRUNK WENT OVER
00:42:38.000 --> 00:42:40.501
TO HIS PLACE,
YOU KNOW?
00:42:41.459 --> 00:42:44.999
(Alec) TODAY WE FIGHT FOR
OUR MOTHERS, OUR FATHERS,
00:42:45.000 --> 00:42:50.249
OUR FAMILY, OUR PETS,
OUR ANIMALS, OUR DOGS.
00:42:50.250 --> 00:42:51.958
WE SHALL STAND.
00:42:51.959 --> 00:42:54.333
WE WILL STAND AND
FIGHT OUR GROUND.
00:42:54.334 --> 00:42:59.249
NOW GO DEFEND STALINGRAD,
DEFEND GERMANY,
00:42:59.250 --> 00:43:01.500
PROTECT BERLIN!
00:43:01.501 --> 00:43:05.249
NOW FIGHT FOR YOUR MOTHERS
AND LET\'S WIN THIS WAR.
00:43:05.250 --> 00:43:06.416
(Rick)
HE\'S A PIECE OF SHIT.
00:43:06.417 --> 00:43:08.666
HIS FRIENDS ARE
PIECES OF SHIT, RIGHT?
00:43:08.667 --> 00:43:09.875
COME AROUND MY FUCKING KIDS,
00:43:09.876 --> 00:43:11.625
THEY\'RE GOING TO
FUCKING GET IT, RIGHT?
00:43:11.626 --> 00:43:13.500
I\'M NOT THE NICEST
GUY IN THE WORLD, RIGHT?
00:43:13.501 --> 00:43:15.208
BUT, RIGHT - YOU
KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
00:43:15.209 --> 00:43:16.875
I\'M TRYING TO BE -
REALLY FUCKING HARD.
00:43:16.876 --> 00:43:21.541
(Winnie) WILL IT BE
BETTER IF I TALK TO
THE COPS AND...?
00:43:21.542 --> 00:43:24.374
WE\'LL DEAL WITH
IT OUR WAY, RIGHT?
00:43:24.375 --> 00:43:27.791
EVERYBODY, EVERYBODY
KNOWS MAN, RIGHT?
00:43:27.792 --> 00:43:29.708
MESS WITH THESE
KIDS, RIGHT?
00:43:29.709 --> 00:43:31.124
MESS WITH MY FAMILY.
00:43:31.125 --> 00:43:34.917
BUT I AIN\'T GOING TO
PUT UP WITH HIS SHIT
EITHER, RIGHT?
00:43:34.918 --> 00:43:36.166
LIKE, GET OVER IT!
00:43:36.167 --> 00:43:37.500
YOU\'RE A FUCKING
FULL-GROWN MAN.
00:43:37.501 --> 00:43:39.625
DO WHAT\'S BEST FOR
YOUR KIDS, RIGHT?
00:43:39.626 --> 00:43:42.708
AND YOU\'RE NOT IT AND YOU
FUCKING KNOW IT, RIGHT?
00:43:42.709 --> 00:43:46.751
SO DOES EVERYBODY ELSE, SO WHY DOESN\'T
EVERYBODY JUST LEAVE US THE FUCK ALONE?
00:43:51.959 --> 00:43:53.666
(Female) WHATCHA DOING?
00:43:53.667 --> 00:43:54.958
(Jerry) NOTHING...
00:43:54.959 --> 00:43:59.249
MUCH AND WALKING
THROUGH WATER.
00:43:59.250 --> 00:44:01.167
OH.
00:44:02.334 --> 00:44:08.333
SIT DOWN, THERE, AND HOW\'S
LIFE BEING TREATING YOU
00:44:08.334 --> 00:44:10.333
WITH MOM AND DAD?
00:44:10.334 --> 00:44:11.292
GOOD.
00:44:11.293 --> 00:44:16.750
CAUSE MOM AND DAD
SPLIT UP BUT...
YOU\'RE OKAY?
00:44:16.751 --> 00:44:17.833
KINDA.
00:44:17.834 --> 00:44:20.416
YEAH...
BUT IT HURTS?
00:44:20.417 --> 00:44:22.625
MM-HMM.
00:44:22.626 --> 00:44:25.750
YEAH, I UNDERSTAND
THAT HURT.
00:44:25.751 --> 00:44:29.999
CAUSE MY MOM AND
DAD ALSO SPLIT UP
WHEN I WAS YOUNGER.
00:44:30.000 --> 00:44:32.999
AND IT\'S HARD AND DON\'T
BLAME IT ON YOURSELF
00:44:33.000 --> 00:44:39.166
BECAUSE IT\'S SOMETHING
BETWEEN ADULTS YOU KNOW?
00:44:39.167 --> 00:44:43.208
DOES YOUR STEP FATHER
TREAT YOU VERY NICE?
00:44:43.209 --> 00:44:45.041
YEAH.
00:44:45.042 --> 00:44:47.458
YEAH? DOES
HE DRINK?
00:44:47.459 --> 00:44:48.334
NO.
00:44:48.335 --> 00:44:50.249
THAT\'S NICE,
ISN\'T IT?
00:44:50.250 --> 00:44:50.918
MM-HMM.
00:44:50.919 --> 00:44:54.958
CAUSE THEN YOU
DON\'T HAVE VIOLENCE
IN THE HOUSE.
00:44:54.959 --> 00:44:55.999
YEAH.
00:44:56.000 --> 00:44:58.333
CAUSE WE DON\'T
NEED THAT, RIGHT?
00:44:58.334 --> 00:45:02.666
YEAH.YEAH. BUT THAT\'S GOOD THAT
YOU HAVE A BETTER LIFE.
00:45:02.667 --> 00:45:03.917
YEAH.
00:45:03.918 --> 00:45:11.918
(Man singing)
00:45:17.167 --> 00:45:21.082
(Ken) WHEN YOU LOOK
BACK ON YOUR PAST
00:45:21.083 --> 00:45:23.625
YOU SEE A TRAIL
OF DESTRUCTION
00:45:23.626 --> 00:45:27.958
BUT, THE SAD PART IS THIS
TRAIL OF DESTRUCTION
00:45:27.959 --> 00:45:30.875
IS PEOPLE YOU LOVE
AND CARE ABOUT.
00:45:30.876 --> 00:45:32.625
THEY\'RE THE ONES
WHO ARE HURT BY ME
00:45:32.626 --> 00:45:35.958
BEING CRAZY AND THINGS
LIKE THAT, YOU KNOW?
00:45:35.959 --> 00:45:38.082
HAVING RELATIONSHIPS
AND TAKING OFF
00:45:38.083 --> 00:45:41.374
OR CHEATING ON ONE
ANOTHER YOU KNOW, WHATEVER
00:45:41.375 --> 00:45:43.875
YOU KNOW,
WHATEVER, YOU KNOW?
00:45:43.876 --> 00:45:46.374
YOU KNOW, AND YOU GET TO
A STATE WHERE YOU THINK
00:45:46.375 --> 00:45:48.625
ABOUT THAT AND YOU THINK,
GEEZ, YOU KNOW?
00:45:48.626 --> 00:45:53.458
THE BEST THING TO DO IS STAY AWAY FROM
PEOPLE YOU LOVE, YOU KNOW, AND JUST...
00:45:53.459 --> 00:45:56.166
(♪)
00:45:56.167 --> 00:45:59.416
(Ken) BUT I CAN SHOW
YOU A HUMAN BEING
00:45:59.417 --> 00:46:01.124
THROUGH THESE PAINTINGS.
00:46:01.125 --> 00:46:04.082
YOU KNOW, I CAN SHOW YOU
A MAN WHO HAS HEART,
00:46:04.083 --> 00:46:08.333
I CAN SHOW YOU A MAN
WHO DOES CARE, YOU KNOW?
00:46:08.334 --> 00:46:14.541
(♪)
00:46:14.542 --> 00:46:18.082
(Rick) BY THE END OF
THIS MONTH WE\'RE MOVING.
00:46:18.083 --> 00:46:21.249
ALL THE SHIT IN THE
HOUSE - FUCK IT, RIGHT?
00:46:21.250 --> 00:46:22.958
WE GOT FOUR KIDS, RIGHT?
00:46:22.959 --> 00:46:26.708
THEY\'RE GETTING IN THE
CAR, RIGHT? AH...
00:46:26.709 --> 00:46:27.999
(coughs)
00:46:28.000 --> 00:46:31.541
TV\'S, JUNK LIKE THAT,
IT\'S ALL IT IS,
00:46:31.542 --> 00:46:32.666
IT\'S JUST JUNK, RIGHT?
00:46:32.667 --> 00:46:37.542
WE\'VE HAD IT, WE\'VE LOST
IT, WE\'LL HAVE IT AGAIN
WITHOUT A PROBLEM.
00:46:38.167 --> 00:46:40.250
(crashing)
00:46:46.083 --> 00:46:49.959
(Alec) THIS UGLY MESS
I HAVE TO CLEAN UP.
00:47:43.792 --> 00:47:46.583
I TOLD RICK, I SAID
I - THE ONLY THING
00:47:46.584 --> 00:47:49.291
ABOUT LEAVING
HOPE IS KENNY.
00:47:49.292 --> 00:47:53.166
I DON\'T WANT TO
LEAVE HIM HERE ALONE.
00:47:53.167 --> 00:47:55.583
I\'D SOONER HIM
COME WITH US
00:47:55.584 --> 00:47:57.791
BUT, I DON\'T THINK
THAT WILL HAPPEN.
00:47:57.792 --> 00:48:05.792
(♪)
00:48:05.834 --> 00:48:08.082
(Rick) IT\'S SOMETHING
THAT HAS TO BE DONE
00:48:08.083 --> 00:48:10.041
FOR THE FAMILY.
START A NEW LIFE,
00:48:10.042 --> 00:48:11.958
START OVER
AGAIN SOMEWHERE ELSE
00:48:11.959 --> 00:48:13.958
AND JUST MAKE
THE BEST OF IT.
00:48:13.959 --> 00:48:17.249
CAN\'T BLAME ANYBODY
IF WE FAIL BY OURSELVES.
00:48:17.250 --> 00:48:19.500
AND THAT\'S THE
WAY IT SHOULD BE
00:48:19.501 --> 00:48:21.374
AND THAT\'S WHAT WE\'RE
DOING RIGHT NOW.
00:48:21.375 --> 00:48:25.583
(Alec) I THINK LEAVING ROSS
ROAD WOULD BE PRETTY COOL.
00:48:25.584 --> 00:48:26.750
(Interviewer)
WHY?
00:48:26.751 --> 00:48:29.124
BECAUSE THERE\'S NOT
REALLY TOO MUCH TO DO HERE
00:48:29.125 --> 00:48:32.583
EXPECT FOR PLAYING AND GOING
TO THE LAKE WITH MY FRIENDS.
00:48:32.584 --> 00:48:35.958
(Interviewer) YOU
GOING TO MISS THAT?
00:48:35.959 --> 00:48:39.918
A LITTLE BIT,
BUT NOT A LOT.
00:48:46.834 --> 00:48:54.834
(♪)
00:51:09.209 --> 00:51:11.416
(rocks hitting the house)
00:51:11.417 --> 00:51:16.626
HOLY FUCK ALEC,
YOU HAVE A JOB
AT TEN BUCKS.
00:51:23.751 --> 00:51:31.751
(♪)
00:51:47.209 --> 00:51:49.333
(Ken) YOU KNOW,
I THINK KENNY LIKES IT;
00:51:49.334 --> 00:51:50.583
I DON\'T MIND IT.
00:51:50.584 --> 00:51:52.166
IT\'S A GOOD LOCATION
00:51:52.167 --> 00:51:53.583
AND HE\'S DOING
GOOD IN SCHOOL,
00:51:53.584 --> 00:51:55.833
PLAYS GUITAR,
AND HE DRAWS A LOT,
00:51:55.834 --> 00:51:57.541
PAINTS AND THERE\'S
A LOT OF THINGS
00:51:57.542 --> 00:51:58.999
KENNY AND I
CAN DO TOGETHER.
00:51:59.000 --> 00:52:02.124
WE MISS OUR FAMILY BUT
EVERYTHING, YOU KNOW...
00:52:02.125 --> 00:52:04.917
IT\'S GOING TO WORK OUT.
00:52:04.918 --> 00:52:07.583
THIS HEARTACHE KENNY
IS GOING THROUGH
00:52:07.584 --> 00:52:11.124
IT\'LL PROBABLY WORK
TO HIS BENEFIT.
00:52:11.125 --> 00:52:14.750
YOU KNOW, CAUSE... HE\'S
NOT JUST GOING TO HAVE
00:52:14.751 --> 00:52:17.208
ONE HEARTACHE,
NOBODY DOES.
00:52:17.209 --> 00:52:19.249
AND AS FAR AS I KNOW,
HE SEEMS TO BE DOING
00:52:19.250 --> 00:52:23.833
PRETTY GOOD, BUT HE\'S
FIGHTING A HORRIBLE BATTLE
00:52:23.834 --> 00:52:26.458
AND THAT\'S
LONELINESS, YOU KNOW?
00:52:26.459 --> 00:52:30.000
LIKE, IT\'S HARD FOR HIM.
00:52:32.209 --> 00:52:34.958
WELL IF I COULD
CHANGE SOMETHING
00:52:34.959 --> 00:52:38.833
I\'D CHANGE ME AND MY
FAMILY SPLITTING UP
00:52:38.834 --> 00:52:41.958
AND JUST KIND OF
SUCKS WITH -
00:52:41.959 --> 00:52:45.999
WITHOUT HAVING
A BROTHER AND STUFF.
00:52:46.000 --> 00:52:51.209
AND... KIND OF REALLY MISS
MY MOM AND MY BROTHERS.
00:52:55.501 --> 00:52:58.416
(Boy) WE NEVER WANTED
TO COME HERE
00:52:58.417 --> 00:53:00.875
BUT THE GAS RAN OUT.
00:53:00.876 --> 00:53:04.625
(♪)
00:53:04.626 --> 00:53:06.374
(Teacher singing with class)
00:53:06.375 --> 00:53:10.333
♪ SOMETHING HAS HAPPENED
THAT\'S BOTHERING YOU, ♪
00:53:10.334 --> 00:53:15.416
♪ AND YOU\'RE NOT
SURE JUST WHAT TO DO ♪
00:53:15.417 --> 00:53:16.917
♪ DON\'T KEEP A SECRET, ♪
00:53:16.918 --> 00:53:19.541
♪ DON\'T KEEP IT INSIDE ♪
00:53:19.542 --> 00:53:23.875
♪ YOU\'VE GOT
NOTHING TO HIDE ♪
00:53:23.876 --> 00:53:28.041
♪ TELL YOUR MOM
TELL YOUR DAD ♪
00:53:28.042 --> 00:53:31.875
♪ IF YOU\'RE SCARED
OR IF YOU\'RE SAD ♪
00:53:31.876 --> 00:53:36.249
♪ KEEP ON TELLING
TILL SOMEBODY SAYS ♪
00:53:36.250 --> 00:53:40.917
♪ I\'M GOING TO
HELP YOU NOW ♪
00:53:40.918 --> 00:53:44.750
♪ TELL A TEACHER,
TELL A BIG FRIEND... ♪
00:53:44.751 --> 00:53:47.999
(Rick) I WENT FROM BEING
A FULL BLOWN CRIMINAL
00:53:48.000 --> 00:53:51.917
LIKE, ON MY OWN,
TO HAVING FOUR KIDS
00:53:51.918 --> 00:53:53.541
AND TRYING TO FIGURE
OUT WHAT TO DO
00:53:53.542 --> 00:53:56.625
FOR 90 MEALS A MONTH,
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
00:53:56.626 --> 00:53:59.999
IT\'S AH... WITHOUT
COMMITTING ANY CRIME
00:54:00.000 --> 00:54:01.708
THAT\'S THE HARD PART.
00:54:01.709 --> 00:54:03.917
MY KIDS DON\'T DO DRUGS.
00:54:03.918 --> 00:54:04.876
THE KIDS DON\'T DRINK.
00:54:04.877 --> 00:54:07.958
WE\'RE NOT HIGH CLASS PEOPLE
OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT
00:54:07.959 --> 00:54:11.833
BUT NOBODY CAN SAY MY KIDS
GOT BROUGHT HOME BY THE COPS.
00:54:11.834 --> 00:54:16.666
AND AH... ME AND WINNIE
GET ALONG GREAT.
00:54:16.667 --> 00:54:19.708
THE ONLY THING IS
IS WE HAVE TO MOVE.
00:54:19.709 --> 00:54:21.666
THIS IS A PIT STOP;
WE ALL KNOW IT
00:54:21.667 --> 00:54:24.751
AND THAT\'S WHAT
WE TREAT IT LIKE.
00:54:27.250 --> 00:54:31.166
(Alec) YEAH, I SAY
IT\'S BEEN MORE FUN.
00:54:31.167 --> 00:54:33.917
I\'D SAY IT\'S BEEN
MORE FUN THAN BAD.
00:54:33.918 --> 00:54:37.041
WELL IT\'S NOT
THAT I MISS MY DAD...
00:54:37.042 --> 00:54:40.917
IT\'S SORT OF...
00:54:40.918 --> 00:54:43.041
I DON\'T KNOW, HE\'S MY
FATHER AND EVERYTHING
00:54:43.042 --> 00:54:49.750
BUT I, I GUESS HE HURT
MY MOM AND SO SHE LEFT
00:54:49.751 --> 00:54:54.416
AND WELL, I TAKE MY MOTHER\'S
SIDE OVER MY DAD\'S SIDE.
00:54:54.417 --> 00:54:58.917
MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY MOM
I THINK IT\'S A LOT BETTER
00:54:58.918 --> 00:55:02.249
CAUSE I ALWAYS USED TO,
00:55:02.250 --> 00:55:03.458
\"NO - FUCK THIS,
FUCK THAT\"
00:55:03.459 --> 00:55:07.208
\"I DON\'T NEED TO DO THAT\"
AND NOW, I DON\'T KNOW...
00:55:07.209 --> 00:55:10.667
I\'D LOSE MY LEG
FOR MY MOM.
00:55:12.709 --> 00:55:15.500
I\'M SURE THERE\'S A LOT
OF BIG CHANGES IN ME
00:55:15.501 --> 00:55:18.208
BUT I DON\'T REALLY
NOTICE \'EM.
00:55:18.209 --> 00:55:22.416
PROBABLY THE ONLY CHANGES
I\'VE NOTICED IS THAT...
00:55:22.417 --> 00:55:24.249
JUST A LITTLE BIT
MORE DISCIPLINED.
00:55:24.250 --> 00:55:27.416
I MEAN, YEAH I DO THE
DISHES AND STUFF NOW
00:55:27.417 --> 00:55:29.166
AND CLEAN UP.
00:55:29.167 --> 00:55:32.124
MY MOM USED TO DO ALL THAT.
00:55:32.125 --> 00:55:35.583
AND I DO MY OWN LAUNDRY.
00:55:35.584 --> 00:55:38.500
I ONLY REALLY NOTICE
LITTLE THINGS
00:55:38.501 --> 00:55:40.583
BUT I\'M SURE
THERE\'S A LOT -
00:55:40.584 --> 00:55:43.501
BIG DIFFERENCES IN ME.
00:55:43.792 --> 00:55:44.792
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