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I'm looking for

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I'm looking for

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I'm looking for

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I'm looking for

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I'm trying to understand
 

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What do I have in me

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that bothers you so much?
 

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I'm looking for

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I'm trying to understand

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What do I have in me
that bothers you so much?

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Is it the eyebrow?

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The chest?
The beard?

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The frame and the subject?

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Scraped knee,

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leaning on a tile

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Leaving this taste in the mouth

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Lip, saliva, desire

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Follow the right steps
written in crooked lines

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Inside sweaty closets,
in the heat of your despair

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One eye on the fish, the other on the cat
Locked in, scratching doors

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(Pains!) in the jaws
Cancer, tumors

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Faggots that proliferate
in cool, ventilated places

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From beggars to doctors
surrounded by their shames

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Canines and sharp mechanisms
make their prayers

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In front of urinals:
faith in addiction skin

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They kneel, pray, genuflection

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They wake up
to spit plastic and fireworks

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Sex is sex
There’s love and there’s orgy

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Bitch raised in the night
Seventh-day submissive

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I'm looking for
(sex, sex, sex)

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I'm looking for

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I'm looking for
(sex, sex, sex)

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I'm looking for

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You men. You did
everything very well, right?

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You set up
the whole circus.

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You have teamed up
with each other.

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You have played your little games,
you have made your networks.

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You have helped each other.
You have benefited.

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You have been doing everything
to protect yourselves.

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And leaving the feminine in a
cloistered place, competing for you.

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What a dirty little game…

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You thought we wouldn’t do
anything about it.

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You thought it was going
to go unpunished.

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So I realize that this tactic of yours
can also be corrupted.

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And it can also be applied by us,
by the feminine.

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We can learn. We are going
to invade these spaces.

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We will learn your techniques.
And we will improve them.

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We will upgrade them.
And we will use them among us.

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Let's create a network
of support between us.

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Let's learn how to fight.
Let's take up arms.

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Let's take our bodies
as weapons

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Then the game will turn
against you.

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And I wouldn’t want to be
in your skin.

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I'll tell you the legend
of the queer faggot

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I do not know if you believe it
She’s not ugly - nor pretty

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But I'll tell you the legend
of the queer faggot

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I do not know if you believe it
She’s not ugly - nor pretty

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She has always wished for
a promising life

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She disobeyed her father
her mother, the state, her teacher

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She threw everything away
Led with her chin

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'Cause to be happy and free

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You've gotta work your ass off

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She may have
a silly face and walk

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But she knows that to succeed
studying is not enough

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Studying
It’s burning

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It’s burning nonstop

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So smart this bitch
studying is not enough

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Weak complexion
so witty and saucy

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Molotov faggot
in the train of the rejected

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-Do I look pretty?
-You’re funny!

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-Don’t I look pretty?
-You’re funny!

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I spent so much time getting dressed
to be applauded but I only got laughed at

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-Do I look pretty?
-You’re funny!

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-Don’t I look pretty?
-You’re funny!

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I spent so much time getting dressed
to be applauded but I only got laughed at

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Abandoned by her father
raised by her aunt

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Her mother was a maid
(fierce Northeastern woman)

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She bent over backwards
washing clothes and dishes

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She spent the days cooking
to rich ladies and her bosses

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I was thrown out of the church!
(she was disfellowshipped)

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Because a rotten apple
may contaminate the others

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I had everything to work it out
I got fucked as hell

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Today my body,
my rules,

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my scripts,
my wrinkles,

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I am the one who
makes all of them

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-Do I look pretty?
-You’re funny!

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-Don’t I look pretty?
-You’re funny!

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I spent so much time getting dressed
to be applauded but I only got laughed at

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-Do I look pretty?
-You’re funny!

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-Don’t I look pretty?
-You’re funny!

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I spent so much time getting dressed
to be applauded but until now…

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Today I' am the one
who’s gonna be laughing.

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-Linn do Bairro.
-Jup da Quebrada.

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Tell me which is which.

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-Who’s the fag?
-Who’s the sissy?

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Because before I was a tranny.
Now I'm cis woman!

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Good afternoon guys.
We're here with Jup do Bairro.

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-What’s up?
-How are you, my love?

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Always a great pleasure to meet you.

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-The pleasure is all mine, my dear.
-That's right.

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Tongue out.

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I broke Adam’s rib...

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Much pleasure.
I am the new Eve.

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Daughter of the trannies,
work of darkness.

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I have not eaten the fruit
of good and bad,

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but I took its leaves
and smoked its weed.

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I saw Brazilian funk talking
so obviously about sex,

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creating those wills, saying things like
“she wants dick and many other things”,

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and not just that, but also talking
so much about “her”,

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pointing his male finger. Men, who love
pointing their finger and say: woman.

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Garbage. Home. They love to name
things, give meanings to them.

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So I thought, why can not I do that too?

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I make my music just like a gun,
thinking of me as the first target.

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Again, the mirror.

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Or again me, who, as many of us, has
all dicks pointed at our own heads.

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Then I shot.

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I hit my target. I've been firing,
I've been hitting it.

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Because my music
is still a target for me.

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Because it’s there where
I also deconstruct my desire.

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Hey, you there,
discreet male

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Come on over,
come closer

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Let's have
a straight talk

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I'm not interested
in your big hard cock

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What I really like is the fags,
the effeminate ones

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The ones who show a lot of skin,
who twerk, who wear make-up

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'll speak slower to see
if you can understand

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If you want to be
with me, boy…

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You’ll have
to get faggier!

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Get faggier
Get faggier

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Oh my god, what is this
that these fags are doing?

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Everywhere I look,
everybody is getting faggier

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Oh my god, what is this
that these fags are doing?

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Everywhere I look,
everybody is getting faggier

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But it has nothing to do
with liking dick or not

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Come on over, come closer
all the trannies, all the dykes

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Let it get faggier, until you drag
your butt on the floor

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Hey, the queers
are going crazy

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Not only get faggier;
drag your butt up to your nape

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Hey, the queers
are going crazy

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Not only get faggier;
drag your butt up to your nape

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Take the wig off with your butt
Take the wig off with your butt

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Take the wig off with your butt
Drop it, drop it with your butt

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Take the dick off with your butt
Take the dick off with your butt

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Take the dick off with your butt
Drop it, drop it with your butt

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Get faggier
I got faggier

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What about now,
alpha male?

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There is nowhere else to run

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I got faggier
Get faggier

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I already broke my closet,
now I'm going to destroy you

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Because before I was a fag,
now I'm a tranny

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My stroganoff,
you can be sure...

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Let's get the rice out of the pan?
Let's move it?

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No. Because here
it's taking too long.

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-Is it taking long?
-Yes.

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How is your work, Mom?
Are the guys cool?

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They're cool with me,
they respect me.

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I do everything. I wash, I iron,
I cook, I clean, I even babysit.

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An adorable five year old girl,
and a six year old boy.

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Are they white?

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-They are. But they treat me like...
-White?

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One day a girl asked me, what do
you do here? I said I'm a secretary.

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This one here... Now we see her strong,
people even ask if she is taking hormones.

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Because she's got such
a nice body now! Girl!

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The body of the Brazilian woman!

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There's more here than in the pan!
Look at this! Guys!

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I can fill my hand!
Pure meat!

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But I've seen her before... Thin, cold
hands, eating pizza from the trash.

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-I don’t believe.
-Can you?

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Your modeling times,
right friend? You were thin.

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Modeling…
It was a time of poverty.

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Wow. It was hard.

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But thank God for where you are
today, because you are doing great.

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Everything is worth it.

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We have to thank ourselves.

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-To God, too.
-…for what we did.

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God too. But if it wasn’t for us,
working hard, often on our own...

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Do you know why you went through this?
To value every penny you’ve earned.

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-Your sweat and effort.
-The value of money.

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That’s not cool, Mom.
This is bullshit talk,

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so we can settle for our situation
and say "poverty is good”.

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It’s about romanticizing
this idea of ​​poverty.

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Eating well is the least
we can have, right?

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To think right.
To look beautiful.

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Remember when we used
to go to the bakery?

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Yeah, we had three reais
to buy some bread

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or a snack from the day before
so we could eat and to do class.

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Don’t you have a type, someone
you look who awakens your desire?

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Someone who makes
your panties get all wet?

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No. Not yet.

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But what about...?
Is was like that, wasn’t it?

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Is there no one who makes
you say, that’s my type?

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-Your father.
-My father.

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This place where I am, this
invention, I call it tranny fag.

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It’s being transvestite, feminine,
but it’s also being a fag,

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who is not a woman,
what I am.

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This is this place
of being a tranny fag.

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And what do gays like?
Boys. Men.

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Hold on. Gays like men. It is not a
space they cultivate for the feminine.

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When I lived in Rio Preto,
what I most had was sex.

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But it was anonymous sex.

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It was a sex where
it did not matter who I was.

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It was a kind of sex that belonged
to the bathroom, to the darkness.

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-It was sex without kissing, right?
-Sex without kissing. It didn’t matter...

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Do you realize that?
This "I won’t kiss you" thing?

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“We’re going to have sex
but I won’t kiss you”!

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Exactly.
It's sex without affection.

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I think it's even political
to love oneself.

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You know? I think it's a duty.
I think it's my duty to be happy.

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It’s my duty to have dignity,
to be happy with my life.

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We as transvestites, as black women, as
white transvestites, as fags and dykes,

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as tranny fags,
it is our duty to be well.

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To be happy. To be loved.
You know?

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That’s why I feel that I’m really
living for. To be happy.

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First I love myself. You,
you have to love yourself.

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Oh I really love myself,
I'm my own fan. I love myself.

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-So buy my album!
-I’m going to buy my own album!

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Do you like your own photos
on social media, girl?

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Wow, I love it! When I see
MC Linn speaking in interviews,

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I think wow, I'm my fan!

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-Don’t you think it's a bit strange?
-Girl, I listen to myself when I'm sad.

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When I'm sad, I put my songs to listen.

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-Really?
-When I'm sad.

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I could not do that.
It's kind of weird for me.

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Is it? No, I need
to hear those things.

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Because I need to believe
in my body, in my existence.

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-In his talent.
-“His”, who?

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Her, actually.

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Let’s put a little ID card here.

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I'm going to have it tattooed
on my forehead. SHE, don’t forget.

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So she has to say,
"I'm me. I love myself.” Got it?

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-I love myself! Wonderful!
-What a beautiful fag! Gorgeous!

00:17:19.792 --> 00:17:24.750
-Wow, I smell so good!
-Our friend works hard, that is true.

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I’m so delicious! I just can’t understand
when people do not want me!

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Do you see?

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There are only two kinds
of people for me.

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Those who desire me and
those who still do not know me.

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After you meet me, girl, it's over.
You fall in love.

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Now I'm sure you're deluded, girl.
You think everyone loves you.

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Or should.
Do you love me?

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-Too much.
-You see?

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Somebody at least, right girl?

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What about the food, was it ready?

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-It is.
-The queen of the stroganoff!

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Let me wash my panties...

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Fabiana taught me how to pull
back the foreskin, remember?

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-Yeah.
-I remember her telling me to do it…

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-She still does it with the children.
-Otherwise you get phimosis.

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Now…

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-Done?
-Done.

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Guys, what a mess
in this room, for God's sake.

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Wow, I thought I saw
the glove, but it's not it.

00:19:15.458 --> 00:19:17.667
-The glove?
-No, it's not it.

00:19:17.667 --> 00:19:21.583
Let's look closely. So I can
see if you're not stealing it.

00:19:21.583 --> 00:19:23.291
Why would I want a glove?

00:19:23.291 --> 00:19:25.959
-Because it was Ney Matogrosso's.
-Girl, I know.

00:19:25.959 --> 00:19:28.708
From the Secos & Molhados time.
You know it brings good luck.

00:19:28.708 --> 00:19:32.000
We have to tidy up your room.
Will you help me?

00:19:32.000 --> 00:19:35.917
I think there must be things of mine here.
Garbage. This is garbage.

00:19:35.917 --> 00:19:38.917
Did you text Jup
when I asked you to?

00:19:38.917 --> 00:19:41.959
-Here are my sneakers.
-Did I leave them there?

00:19:41.959 --> 00:19:44.583
No, it was not you.
But that’s the thing.

00:19:44.583 --> 00:19:48.542
These things may have just
pop in here. I don 't know

00:19:48.542 --> 00:19:51.083
I keep finding things.

00:19:51.083 --> 00:19:53.250
-Please put it on the side.
-Is this yours?

00:19:56.834 --> 00:20:00.792
"She has a woman's face, she has…”
Remember when we wrote this?

00:20:00.834 --> 00:20:02.792
-Wow...
-How was it?

00:20:02.792 --> 00:20:05.500
-“She has a woman's face…”
-What about the beginning?

00:20:07.542 --> 00:20:10.583
Not always…
Not always there’s a man for each woman

00:20:10.583 --> 00:20:12.917
But there are ten women for each man

00:20:12.917 --> 00:20:16.375
But a woman is always a woman

00:20:16.375 --> 00:20:19.208
Not always there’s a man for each woman

00:20:19.208 --> 00:20:21.500
But there are ten women for each man

00:20:21.500 --> 00:20:23.834
-And one... no...
-That was not it.

00:20:23.834 --> 00:20:28.000
But is a woman always a woman?
She has a woman's face.

00:20:28.000 --> 00:20:31.000
-She has...
-A woman's body.

00:20:31.000 --> 00:20:34.542
A woman's body
She has a way, an ass, breasts…

00:20:34.542 --> 00:20:36.542
And a woman's cock!

00:20:36.542 --> 00:20:40.166
She has a woman's face
She has a woman's body

00:20:40.166 --> 00:20:42.792
She has a way,
an ass, breasts…

00:20:42.792 --> 00:20:45.917
And a woman's cock!
After all…

00:21:08.542 --> 00:21:12.625
She is made to bleed
To enter, you just have to spit

00:21:12.625 --> 00:21:16.208
And if you pay,
she gets it on with anyone

00:21:16.250 --> 00:21:20.458
But only if you pay, ok?
so she’ll get it on with anyone

00:21:20.458 --> 00:21:25.250
So I…

00:21:32.375 --> 00:21:35.250
I clap for transvestites
struggling to exist

00:21:35.250 --> 00:21:39.500
And conquering every day
their right to live and shine

00:21:39.500 --> 00:21:43.250
I clap for transvestites
struggling to exist

00:21:43.250 --> 00:21:47.125
And fighting every day
to conquer their right

00:21:47.125 --> 00:21:54.333
To live and shine and slay
To live and shine and slay

00:21:54.333 --> 00:21:58.417
Woman in flesh, bones
and industrial silicone

00:21:58.417 --> 00:22:01.917
Razor in the mouth
and thong panties

00:22:01.917 --> 00:22:06.166
Woman in flesh, bones
and industrial silicone

00:22:06.166 --> 00:22:13.875
Razor, razor, razor
razor, razor, razor

00:22:13.875 --> 00:22:16.750
Razor in the mouth

00:22:16.750 --> 00:22:22.250
and thong panties

00:22:26.333 --> 00:22:33.041
I'm running away from men
I'm running away from men

00:22:33.041 --> 00:22:34.792
Long live the silicone

00:22:34.792 --> 00:22:41.583
I'm running away from men
I'm running away from men

00:22:41.583 --> 00:22:47.708
I'm running away from men
Men who consume, fuck and leave

00:22:47.708 --> 00:22:53.792
Men who consume, fuck and leave
I'm running away from men

00:22:53.792 --> 00:22:56.208
-Fuck male chauvinists!
-You go sisters!

00:22:56.208 --> 00:22:59.375
-I’m running away from men
-Fuck male chauvinists!

00:22:59.375 --> 00:23:05.333
I'm running away from men
I'm running away from men

00:23:05.333 --> 00:23:07.291
Fuck male chauvinists!

00:23:07.291 --> 00:23:14.708
Men who consume, fuck and leave
Men who consume, fuck and leave

00:23:14.708 --> 00:23:22.583
-I’m running away from men
-Running away from male chauvinists!

00:23:22.583 --> 00:23:29.917
I'm running away

00:23:32.125 --> 00:23:33.125
Go away

00:23:36.000 --> 00:23:38.333
Go away

00:23:39.917 --> 00:23:41.583
Go away

00:23:43.542 --> 00:23:46.500
Go away

00:23:47.708 --> 00:23:52.417
Very proud to be part
of the same era.

00:23:53.667 --> 00:23:59.792
We are building a historical moment.
Stay tuned. All of us.

00:24:00.458 --> 00:24:03.667
I've been thinking a lot
about this hormone issue.

00:24:03.667 --> 00:24:05.500
-I’ve been thinking.
-Me too.

00:24:05.500 --> 00:24:08.250
-I’m wondering if I should take them.
-I told you guys.

00:24:08.250 --> 00:24:11.250
You did. You also told me you have
an endocrinologist in your family, right?

00:24:11.250 --> 00:24:15.000
-Yes.
-I’d like to follow up with an endocrinologist.

00:24:15.000 --> 00:24:19.333
I'm not getting a breast implant, taking
hormones nor going to a hospital.

00:24:19.333 --> 00:24:24.834
The thing is, I'm not going
to doctors' offices.

00:24:24.834 --> 00:24:29.792
The less time in my life I spend
in medical offices, the better for me.

00:24:40.250 --> 00:24:46.542
I don’t think this is cool, baby.
I didn’t like it so much.

00:24:57.750 --> 00:25:07.125
It seems that it was really unthinkable
to picture the transvestite’s body

00:25:07.125 --> 00:25:13.458
unattached to the pattern
of the feminine.

00:25:13.458 --> 00:25:19.041
So much that our sisters have
always subjected themselves

00:25:19.041 --> 00:25:25.125
to industrial silicone
and hormones.

00:25:25.125 --> 00:25:30.208
I think today we can think of the
transvestite or the feminine issue

00:25:30.208 --> 00:25:38.291
without necessarily linking it to
epilation or extremely feminine traits.

00:25:38.792 --> 00:25:43.959
I wish people would look at me and
have no doubt I'm not a man, you know?

00:25:43.959 --> 00:25:48.667
I wish they’d look at me, even
without knowing exactly what I am,

00:25:48.667 --> 00:25:56.583
and didn’t think… because come on,
I don’t look like a man, do I?

00:25:56.583 --> 00:26:03.458
We do not look like men, we
do not behave like men, like machos.

00:26:03.458 --> 00:26:08.583
I’m not saying that all men act macho,
but I think we do not behave that way.

00:26:08.583 --> 00:26:12.125
We do not act like that,
we do not dress like that.

00:26:12.125 --> 00:26:16.166
But at the same time,
I keep trying to understand

00:26:16.166 --> 00:26:19.291
how my body would look like
with a little more femininity.

00:26:19.291 --> 00:26:20.708
How is that for you?

00:26:20.708 --> 00:26:26.625
Yeah, it’s the validation of your
body as an existence itself.

00:26:26.625 --> 00:26:31.083
Because I feel that people
just don’t get involved with me.

00:26:31.083 --> 00:26:33.417
They do not seek
to know who I am.

00:26:33.417 --> 00:26:40.583
This mythological funny figure
has been bothering me a lot.

00:26:40.583 --> 00:26:41.417
Yup.

00:26:41.417 --> 00:26:45.917
It's how I see it. I have not
been receiving affection,

00:26:45.917 --> 00:26:50.375
people only want to get
involved with my shell...

00:26:50.375 --> 00:26:56.500
The available affectivity
doesn’t feel intimate, right?

00:26:56.542 --> 00:26:59.750
It's not an affection that
comes from desire, I guess.

00:26:59.750 --> 00:27:04.291
But that's not all.
I mean life itself.

00:27:04.291 --> 00:27:08.792
How they treat me. How I live
with people around me.

00:27:08.792 --> 00:27:14.417
You know? I have been
feeling more and more “funny”.

00:27:14.417 --> 00:27:15.959
Yup.

00:27:15.959 --> 00:27:19.750
And I forget that
behind all this politics,

00:27:19.750 --> 00:27:23.375
behind appropriating this fun,
this monstrosity,

00:27:23.375 --> 00:27:26.792
I suffer the consequences alone.

00:27:26.792 --> 00:27:30.417
And until when will I be
putting myself into this?

00:27:42.166 --> 00:27:45.208
Let’s pick up from the box...

00:27:45.208 --> 00:27:47.333
Transphobia!

00:27:47.333 --> 00:27:52.875
I don’t have a place of speech,
because despite passing as trans,

00:27:52.875 --> 00:27:58.583
I’m actually a cis woman.
I’ll have to apologize…

00:27:58.583 --> 00:28:03.250
-This can’t go on air, please!
-In the name of Jesus.

00:28:03.250 --> 00:28:08.417
But this is a casual affair.
We go through it every day.

00:28:08.417 --> 00:28:11.542
-We are so used to it.
-I went through it on my way here.

00:28:11.542 --> 00:28:13.458
-Oh, yeah?
-Silly thing.

00:28:13.458 --> 00:28:14.792
What happened?
Tell us.

00:28:14.792 --> 00:28:19.834
Silly thing. I was coming here, minding
my way, and thought, let me get a taxi.

00:28:19.834 --> 00:28:22.166
I'll do differently today,
I'll take a cab.

00:28:22.166 --> 00:28:25.917
Wow! And she used to come by bus
from the very South of the city!

00:28:25.917 --> 00:28:27.542
-Jup do Bairro!
-Indeed.

00:28:27.542 --> 00:28:31.000
Today I wanted to do
something different. I got a cab.

00:28:31.000 --> 00:28:39.458
I put my bag in it, the driver came
and said: Hello, how are you sir?

00:28:39.458 --> 00:28:45.500
That was weird… then I said,
would you do me a favor, please?

00:28:45.500 --> 00:28:49.000
Can you treat me with female pronouns?
I’d feel more comfortable.

00:28:49.000 --> 00:28:53.917
-I had to explain to him...
-…that not every woman has…?

00:28:54.625 --> 00:28:58.375
Beard.
That's my case!

00:28:58.375 --> 00:29:01.458
-…not every woman has…?
-Cheeks. But I do!

00:29:01.458 --> 00:29:05.208
-…not every woman has…?
-Dry hair. But I do!

00:29:05.208 --> 00:29:07.375
But there are women who have…?

00:29:07.750 --> 00:29:09.708
-Dick.
-Look at that!

00:29:09.708 --> 00:29:12.750
-Huge news!
-Amazing!

00:29:12.750 --> 00:29:16.208
Discover new bodies.
Find them among you.

00:29:16.208 --> 00:29:20.333
Go digging.
That will be amazing.

00:29:20.333 --> 00:29:22.917
Look at us.
Just take a look.

00:29:22.917 --> 00:29:26.667
When someone shouts at me,
saying I'm a fag, making a joke,

00:29:26.667 --> 00:29:29.917
I ask myself,
was I trying to disguise it?

00:29:29.917 --> 00:29:33.166
Do they really think
they need to remind me of it?

00:29:33.208 --> 00:29:36.834
It makes you want to clap, right?
“Found it! Genious!”

00:29:36.834 --> 00:29:39.583
-Congratulations...
-Congratulations!...

00:29:39.583 --> 00:29:44.750
They think we should bow our
heads and meet their expectations.

00:29:44.750 --> 00:29:47.166
So, if you want to be
a woman, have a breast!

00:29:47.166 --> 00:29:49.625
If you want to be a woman,
do not have body hair!

00:29:49.625 --> 00:29:51.917
If you want to be a woman,
be thin!

00:29:51.917 --> 00:29:55.208
So if you want to be a woman,
at the very least,

00:29:55.208 --> 00:29:59.083
you have to meet their expectations
of what it is to be a woman.

00:29:59.083 --> 00:30:02.083
Of course.
But no.

00:30:02.083 --> 00:30:06.834
Not necessarily. It could be,
if you want. If I want to.

00:30:06.834 --> 00:30:09.000
-Do you want it?
-I don’t.

00:30:09.000 --> 00:30:11.000
Sometimes I feel like it.

00:30:11.000 --> 00:30:16.500
I'll confess that sometimes I do. But
I'm never sure how much I want it.

00:30:16.500 --> 00:30:20.458
If I want to have a breast,
if I want to have two,

00:30:20.458 --> 00:30:23.708
if I want to have
my body hair removed…

00:30:23.708 --> 00:30:26.667
-Or not.
-Or not… I’m getting it.

00:30:26.667 --> 00:30:29.333
But you do want to marry, right?

00:30:29.333 --> 00:30:33.834
You do. I touched
a soft spot for her, guys.

00:30:33.834 --> 00:30:37.625
You’re listening to Good Morning
with Jup do Bairro.

00:30:37.625 --> 00:30:46.291
And since I've touched this subject,
something very close to your heart…

00:30:46.291 --> 00:30:49.291
It’s a lie.
I am cold and impenetrable.

00:30:49.291 --> 00:30:52.375
I do not need anyone.
I’m enough for me.

00:30:52.708 --> 00:30:56.000
I watch from the VIP area
the end of your reign

00:30:56.000 --> 00:31:00.125
Laughing a lot of your face
of abandoned dog

00:31:00.125 --> 00:31:03.583
Actually, I’ve changed my mind
I made you a beautiful surprise

00:31:03.583 --> 00:31:07.500
When you leave, do not forget
leave your dick on the desk

00:31:07.500 --> 00:31:11.750
Go! Single-breasted tranny fag
hair dragging on the floor

00:31:11.750 --> 00:31:15.542
And in the hand,
a bleeding heart

00:31:15.542 --> 00:31:19.208
Single-breasted tranny fag
hair dragging on the floor

00:31:19.208 --> 00:31:23.166
And in the hand,
a bleeding heart

00:31:23.166 --> 00:31:26.208
Single-breasted tranny fag

00:31:27.125 --> 00:31:29.834
Single-breasted tranny fag

00:31:31.166 --> 00:31:33.959
Single-breasted tranny fag

00:31:34.917 --> 00:31:39.750
Single-breasted tranny fag

00:31:40.458 --> 00:31:45.125
Fag, alone

00:31:46.625 --> 00:31:50.500
Tranny, alone

00:31:52.750 --> 00:31:57.834
Fag, alone

00:31:59.875 --> 00:32:05.417
Tranny, alone

00:32:09.458 --> 00:32:11.708
Alone

00:32:15.959 --> 00:32:19.375
Alone

00:32:21.542 --> 00:32:24.291
Alone

00:32:25.375 --> 00:32:27.291
Alone

00:32:27.291 --> 00:32:30.583
BODY OUT OF STANDARD

00:32:30.583 --> 00:32:32.834
Alone

00:32:34.250 --> 00:32:36.166
Alone

00:32:37.417 --> 00:32:39.792
Alone

00:32:40.792 --> 00:32:44.000
FAG SEX

00:32:46.750 --> 00:32:51.125
I’ve been alone before,
but not anymore!

00:32:51.125 --> 00:32:55.417
I have many people
who love me. I know that!

00:32:55.417 --> 00:33:00.542
TRANNIES ALSO LOVE
TRANNY FAGS ALSO LOVE

00:33:16.125 --> 00:33:21.875
Sapopemba, Juta Farm,
São Mateus, East Zone,

00:33:21.875 --> 00:33:25.750
far east end of São Paulo.

00:33:27.750 --> 00:33:29.834
What does it mean and
what is the difference

00:33:29.834 --> 00:33:33.500
between living in the center
and in the outskirts?

00:33:33.500 --> 00:33:39.166
What is the difference between the
production of marginal knowledge

00:33:39.166 --> 00:33:42.834
and the production
of peripheral knowledge?

00:33:42.834 --> 00:33:46.875
I could see
how the outskirts are rich

00:33:46.875 --> 00:33:52.542
and how the Juta Farm instigated
me, fed me, moved me.

00:33:52.542 --> 00:34:00.458
For there I perceived the production
of fashion, of aesthetics, of bodies.

00:34:00.458 --> 00:34:05.417
I perceived what was being produced,
while I was in that space,

00:34:05.458 --> 00:34:11.875
producing new things together
with those people.

00:34:14.875 --> 00:34:19.291
All the rough places I’ve been,
back in my early childhood

00:34:19.291 --> 00:34:25.208
in Votuporanga, in Rio Preto,
where I lived with my mother,

00:34:25.208 --> 00:34:29.000
all those places are
and were part of me.

00:34:29.000 --> 00:34:32.792
So I think there’s
this geographical side,

00:34:32.792 --> 00:34:38.917
but I guess I think of my own body
as this geographic territory,

00:34:38.917 --> 00:34:47.333
a territory to be explored, those rough
places as this archeology in itself.

00:34:47.333 --> 00:34:52.333
As a process of excavation,
of discoveries of territories,

00:34:52.333 --> 00:34:57.542
of cracks that are made,
of earthquakes that modify things,

00:34:57.542 --> 00:35:04.417
that transform them,
that make me another person.

00:35:05.917 --> 00:35:08.792
...I have news for your life.

00:35:08.792 --> 00:35:13.166
I have something new for you,
young man. My brothers...

00:35:14.041 --> 00:35:16.583
-Honey?
-Hum.

00:35:16.583 --> 00:35:18.291
-Marcia?
-Hum.

00:35:18.291 --> 00:35:21.083
-You knew about Alvaro, right?
-Yes.

00:35:21.083 --> 00:35:24.375
-Nothing was really happening…
-And you were a bit frustrated.

00:35:24.375 --> 00:35:29.083
But we're trying to move forward.
She is working hard.

00:35:30.834 --> 00:35:33.708
Oh girl, I’m not sure
I’d recommend it.

00:35:33.708 --> 00:35:36.667
But why girl?

00:35:36.667 --> 00:35:39.083
Girl, gay men like gay men.

00:35:39.083 --> 00:35:43.667
But I’m getting this now,
that we can make it up.

00:35:43.667 --> 00:35:49.333
Remember Felipe? Remember him?
In love, girl!

00:35:49.333 --> 00:35:51.000
-With whom?
-With me!

00:35:51.000 --> 00:35:54.625
-With you?
-Yes, girl! We're super in love.

00:35:54.625 --> 00:35:56.792
Me, she and Alvaro.

00:35:56.792 --> 00:36:00.083
So it’s a group thing?
Is it a ménage?

00:36:00.083 --> 00:36:06.792
Yes, it’s like a big love…
Got it?

00:36:06.792 --> 00:36:10.375
Yeah, but we have a different
name for it in the neighborhood.

00:36:10.375 --> 00:36:15.458
Well... it's interesting,
but I have my doubts too.

00:36:15.458 --> 00:36:19.542
I wonder.
It's frustrating.

00:36:19.542 --> 00:36:24.291
-You’ve never fallen in love with a fag?
-I did, and I suffered a lot.

00:36:24.291 --> 00:36:27.917
-Don’t you think we can make it up?
-Not at all.

00:36:27.917 --> 00:36:31.000
But I think it depends.

00:36:31.000 --> 00:36:33.834
-There are many kinds of gays…
-…that don’t allow themselves.

00:36:33.834 --> 00:36:36.917
They shut themselves off.
They don’t get involved out of fear.

00:36:36.917 --> 00:36:39.375
There are gays who shut off,
afraid of the trannies,

00:36:39.375 --> 00:36:42.041
and there are people that are
open to the trannies.

00:36:42.041 --> 00:36:45.083
Some trannies close minds,
some open them.

00:36:45.083 --> 00:36:46.875
And there are trannies
who date trannies.

00:36:46.875 --> 00:36:49.250
There you go, sister!
This is lust!

00:36:49.250 --> 00:36:53.583
-I don’t have the guts.
-Girl, let's date, baby!

00:36:53.583 --> 00:36:56.000
-I’ll cut you!
-I’ll cut you out!

00:36:56.000 --> 00:36:58.000
-Stop it!
-I’ll rip you off.

00:36:58.458 --> 00:37:03.750
I think I'm the tranny
who's afraid of the dark.

00:37:03.750 --> 00:37:05.834
I think that's
what I'm afraid of.

00:37:05.834 --> 00:37:11.875
I'm afraid of the dark,
of being alone.

00:37:11.917 --> 00:37:14.875
I’m afraid of not belonging.

00:37:14.917 --> 00:37:17.000
Because of the fear
of not belonging,

00:37:17.000 --> 00:37:20.375
I guess I ended up
inventing a place for myself,

00:37:20.375 --> 00:37:23.959
so that I’d belong
at least to myself.

00:37:23.959 --> 00:37:31.542
Since there is no place where I fit,
so I invented a space that fits me.

00:37:31.542 --> 00:37:36.041
But that is also temporary.
It doesn’t mean I'll fit in here forever.

00:37:36.041 --> 00:37:40.125
Soon I think I'll need
to be going elsewhere.

00:39:10.834 --> 00:39:14.959
What is a tranny fag?

00:39:14.959 --> 00:39:18.458
What does she feed from?
Where does she live?

00:39:18.458 --> 00:39:21.208
Who are her partners?

00:39:21.208 --> 00:39:27.291
How do they relate? How
do tranny fags reproduce?

00:39:32.291 --> 00:39:36.834
"Linn who gets fucked
in the ass."

00:39:37.458 --> 00:39:42.792
There's a lot of truth
in that notebook.

00:39:44.792 --> 00:39:46.875
"Sex as the only
exchange currency.

00:39:46.917 --> 00:39:49.125
Fear of abandonment.
Fear of displeasing. "

00:39:49.166 --> 00:39:51.041
"God, Father,
Protection,

00:39:51.083 --> 00:39:53.166
Abandonment."
So much abandonment.

00:39:53.166 --> 00:39:54.959
"Body."
"Gender.”

00:39:54.959 --> 00:39:57.041
"Body.” “Gender.”
“Body.” “Gender.”

00:39:57.041 --> 00:39:59.500
“Fuck in toilets,
always on your knees.

00:39:59.500 --> 00:40:01.333
The nails are big,
the mouth is fleshy.

00:40:01.333 --> 00:40:03.333
Always cover the teeth
and no one gets hurt.

00:40:03.333 --> 00:40:06.208
And always take your enema.”

00:40:10.041 --> 00:40:12.333
How beautiful.

00:40:12.333 --> 00:40:19.583
"How I constantly become what I am.
All creation involves destruction."

00:40:59.375 --> 00:41:00.875
Sex is…

00:41:01.583 --> 00:41:02.875
Sex is…

00:41:03.500 --> 00:41:04.834
Sex is…

00:41:05.708 --> 00:41:07.250
Sex is sex

00:41:07.708 --> 00:41:09.417
Sex is sex

00:41:10.041 --> 00:41:11.750
Sex is sex

00:41:11.792 --> 00:41:13.291
Let's go!

00:41:19.291 --> 00:41:21.708
First gender terrorist doll.

00:41:21.708 --> 00:41:25.542
You squeeze her belly and
she says, "I'm a gender terrorist!

00:41:25.542 --> 00:41:30.000
I'm a gender terrorist!
Bang! Bang!"

00:41:30.041 --> 00:41:34.500
Just imagine if they made this doll!
“Bang! Bang!"

00:41:34.500 --> 00:41:38.542
-Black fag doll!
-Neither man nor woman!

00:41:38.542 --> 00:41:42.166
“Actress, atrocious!”

00:41:42.166 --> 00:41:45.708
“I’m a gender terrorist!”

00:41:49.000 --> 00:41:52.041
Guys, let's find a toy factory!

00:42:01.041 --> 00:42:05.291
It is always the same thing,
birds of a feather

00:42:05.291 --> 00:42:08.583
They don’t do anything
suck it here, suck it there

00:42:08.583 --> 00:42:10.917
Just three positions
and they are ready to come

00:42:10.959 --> 00:42:14.333
If I knew that was all,
I wouldn’t even have started it

00:42:14.333 --> 00:42:19.583
What good is it for me
if the dick is tiny or huge

00:42:19.583 --> 00:42:21.959
If when we get it on…

00:42:23.000 --> 00:42:27.834
Hopefully there’ll be more
to sex than in-and-out

00:42:28.333 --> 00:42:33.125
Hopefully there’ll be more
to sex than in-and-out

00:42:33.542 --> 00:42:38.166
Hopefully there’ll be more
to sex than in-and-out

00:42:38.166 --> 00:42:40.834
Did I give, did I neglect myself,
did I give

00:42:40.834 --> 00:42:43.625
Tell him I won’t give
my face to be slapped

00:42:43.625 --> 00:42:45.750
-Tell him I won’t give
-I won’t give in

00:42:45.750 --> 00:42:47.875
-Tell him I won’t give
-My ass

00:42:47.875 --> 00:42:49.500
So you can fuck it
and spit in it

00:42:49.500 --> 00:42:51.708
The world goes round
But I go

00:42:51.708 --> 00:42:54.500
The world goes round
But I go more

00:42:54.500 --> 00:42:58.375
The world goes round
But I go round the rhyme

00:42:58.375 --> 00:43:01.083
Being fag is more than giving
face, lipstick and glitter

00:43:01.083 --> 00:43:03.583
I won’t give
my face to be slapped

00:43:03.583 --> 00:43:05.834
-Tell him I won’t give
-I won’t give in

00:43:05.834 --> 00:43:08.041
-Tell him I won’t give
-My ass

00:43:08.041 --> 00:43:10.083
So you can fuck it
and spit in it

00:43:10.083 --> 00:43:12.166
The world goes round
But I go

00:43:12.166 --> 00:43:15.000
The world goes round
But I go more

00:43:15.000 --> 00:43:18.917
The world goes round
But I go round the rhyme

00:43:18.917 --> 00:43:21.750
Being fag is more than giving
face, lipstick and glitter

00:43:22.333 --> 00:43:25.083
-Who would have thought?
-Who would say?

00:43:25.083 --> 00:43:31.333
-That this fucking fat girl…
-and this black little whore...

00:43:31.792 --> 00:43:34.208
..would be doing
what they are doing.

00:43:34.208 --> 00:43:37.083
I'm enjoying it, girl.
At least I'm having fun.

00:43:37.083 --> 00:43:38.792
-Me too.
-I’m having fun.

00:43:39.333 --> 00:43:43.917
The slaves of coke
sniffed nonstop

00:43:43.917 --> 00:43:48.125
They smoke, they sniff
till they get really mad

00:43:48.125 --> 00:43:52.000
Coke lines with coke lines
make your career take off

00:43:52.333 --> 00:43:56.667
Coke lines with coke lines
make your career take off

00:43:56.708 --> 00:44:00.291
-I got everything!
-Baby! I just got the coffee!

00:44:00.291 --> 00:44:03.375
Amazing! Wow.
I love playing this.

00:44:03.834 --> 00:44:07.417
The slaves of coke
sniffed nonstop

00:44:07.417 --> 00:44:12.500
They sniff, they smoke
till they take off

00:44:12.500 --> 00:44:17.083
Coke lines with coke lines
there go the gorgeous warriors

00:44:17.083 --> 00:44:21.208
Coke lines with coke lines
make your career wake up

00:44:21.417 --> 00:44:22.750
A toast.

00:44:23.959 --> 00:44:35.375
To the single-breasted tranny fags
who drink until they dance

00:44:52.500 --> 00:44:57.125
-That's a beautiful mouth!
-Gorgeous, girl!

00:44:57.125 --> 00:45:00.917
There's something tormenting me,
that I need to confess to you.

00:45:00.917 --> 00:45:03.750
I can’t find the glove.

00:45:03.750 --> 00:45:08.458
-You’re lying, bitch.
-No, seriously, girl.

00:45:08.458 --> 00:45:12.875
Not cool. Not cool. You have
to take better care of things, Linn.

00:45:12.875 --> 00:45:15.417
I know.
I won’t even joke about it.

00:45:15.417 --> 00:45:19.000
Girl, you know that piece
is unique, right?

00:45:19.000 --> 00:45:23.041
-My mother worked hard for it.
-I know I know.

00:45:23.041 --> 00:45:25.458
I didn’t give it for you
to lose it like this.

00:45:25.458 --> 00:45:30.083
No... I'm telling you this because
I know how important it was.

00:45:30.083 --> 00:45:32.625
But you know I gave it
to you as an amulet.

00:45:32.625 --> 00:45:34.500
I know, and it was doing
that for me.

00:45:34.500 --> 00:45:37.500
The glove made me believe
in Linn da Quebrada.

00:45:37.542 --> 00:45:39.875
It made me materialize
Linn da Quebrada.

00:45:40.458 --> 00:45:42.125
Linn da Quebrada.

00:45:42.917 --> 00:45:50.291
Funny, when I first thought
about renaming myself...

00:45:50.291 --> 00:45:56.291
It’s curious, because I think I've
had to rename myself many times.

00:45:56.291 --> 00:45:59.125
Now I'm Linn da Quebrada,
but I've already been...

00:45:59.125 --> 00:46:02.458
I’ve been Lino.
I was Lino, I liked Lino.

00:46:02.458 --> 00:46:06.667
Lino was interesting.
Silly, naive

00:46:06.667 --> 00:46:08.667
Too young.

00:46:09.583 --> 00:46:15.667
But with Lino also came Lara,
when I was 17 years old.

00:46:15.667 --> 00:46:22.500
Lara would only appeared
at night, she went to parties,

00:46:22.500 --> 00:46:26.625
Lara who did some things that
Lino didn’t have the guts to do.

00:46:26.625 --> 00:46:29.792
I think Linn da Quebrada
comes from there.

00:46:29.792 --> 00:46:42.250
From all sides, the shards of a mirror,
that once reflected the man.

00:46:43.166 --> 00:46:47.417
The man made in the image
and likeness of God.

00:46:54.834 --> 00:46:56.750
Girl…

00:47:04.708 --> 00:47:06.667
I do not know
if there is anything there.

00:47:06.667 --> 00:47:09.917
When I look at these pictures, I don’t
know if I recognize myself anymore.

00:47:09.917 --> 00:47:15.208
I can’t imagine what I was thinking,
what was in my head back then.

00:47:15.208 --> 00:47:20.125
Some things I can.
But I feel so different already.

00:47:21.166 --> 00:47:23.500
I love these photos too.

00:47:23.500 --> 00:47:26.625
I also like them.
The “Strange Linn" version.

00:47:26.625 --> 00:47:29.583
Indeed. Today Linn
is too mainstream right? Wow!

00:47:29.625 --> 00:47:32.375
-So pretty!
-Wow, I'm so gorgeous!

00:47:41.792 --> 00:47:47.208
It’s funny how machismo and
homophobia in Brazilian funk

00:47:47.208 --> 00:47:53.917
come from those who don’t
really live in the favelas.

00:47:53.917 --> 00:47:59.750
Like, I was totally booed at
Augusta Park, here in the center.

00:47:59.750 --> 00:48:02.083
But then they came
to discuss ideas…

00:48:02.083 --> 00:48:11.542
Do I really need to discuss with them
that I'm a empowered black woman?

00:48:11.542 --> 00:48:16.125
That I'm not a man
and I'm not a woman?

00:48:16.125 --> 00:48:21.041
Do I need to give them an explanation
so they can praise my rhyme?

00:48:21.041 --> 00:48:23.667
Couldn’t they just
stop and think?

00:48:23.667 --> 00:48:27.250
Jup was so different.
I'm impressed.

00:48:28.125 --> 00:48:35.917
-Look who's talking.
-It’s true. So many things!

00:48:35.917 --> 00:48:40.166
We're really touching
each other, right?

00:48:40.208 --> 00:48:44.417
-Yeah!
-Some things never change.

00:48:44.417 --> 00:48:49.291
Rubbing my butt on the world
with a lot of love.

00:48:59.375 --> 00:49:03.125
-Life could be just like this.
-Indeed.

00:49:21.125 --> 00:49:23.708
The anus is always there.
Always the same.

00:49:23.750 --> 00:49:25.875
-The anus...
-Everyone has it.

00:49:25.875 --> 00:49:28.333
Sometimes a bit wider,
sometimes a bit tighter...

00:49:30.333 --> 00:49:34.625
-We had fun with anything, right?
-Anything.

00:49:34.708 --> 00:49:37.458
Lipstick... and genitals!

00:49:38.750 --> 00:49:42.542
I don’t have to be Melissa,
I have my own genitals!

00:49:42.583 --> 00:49:44.959
And a lipstick... and a camera!

00:49:45.959 --> 00:49:50.792
Look! This is so wonderful!
Wow!

00:49:50.834 --> 00:49:55.834
Putting the dick inside a bubble
is wonderful. So poetic.

00:49:57.208 --> 00:50:02.500
Oh it burst! You just can’t
put a dick in a bubble.

00:50:02.542 --> 00:50:04.959
That says it all!
That's it!

00:50:05.667 --> 00:50:08.041
Passing out drunk.
At that time I still drank.

00:50:08.041 --> 00:50:11.625
-Don’t you drink anymore?
-Just a little.

00:50:11.625 --> 00:50:16.000
One soft drink here and there…
But not to that stage!

00:50:16.000 --> 00:50:19.250
I love this picture.
Love it.

00:50:19.250 --> 00:50:23.708
This is one of Linn da Quebrada’s
sides that people may never see.

00:50:23.708 --> 00:50:28.583
-Remember that day? Wow!
-Another LSD day.

00:50:28.583 --> 00:50:31.542
Yeah, we took some LSD
and went to Paranapiacaba.

00:50:31.583 --> 00:50:34.291
-Wow!
-A random day.

00:50:34.291 --> 00:50:36.959
Like, “let's take some LSD
and go to Paranapiacaba”.

00:50:36.959 --> 00:50:42.250
-Look! Such a beautiful picture!
-You look like a statue.

00:50:43.125 --> 00:50:44.834
Oh, I love that one.

00:50:50.291 --> 00:50:54.542
You make the best
recordings, Nubia!

00:50:54.542 --> 00:50:59.333
You’ll be the person
who will tell this whole story.

00:50:59.333 --> 00:51:01.583
If I die after you, right?

00:51:01.583 --> 00:51:04.834
If you die, give this disk
to someone. Just in case.

00:51:07.291 --> 00:51:12.959
This is cool. You, sitting here
with your hair on your lap.

00:51:21.834 --> 00:51:26.959
The cancer is me somehow.
It’s part of me, right?

00:51:26.959 --> 00:51:36.041
Cells in me that don’t want
to die and keep growing.

00:51:36.041 --> 00:51:42.333
It made me think
metaphorically and concretely,

00:51:42.333 --> 00:51:45.875
but also brought me
more concretely to my body

00:51:45.917 --> 00:51:49.250
than what is inside me
that does not want to die.

00:51:50.542 --> 00:51:56.917
You know what’s interesting?
The chemo acts mathematically.

00:51:56.917 --> 00:52:02.500
It destroys all the cells
that reproduce too fast.

00:52:02.500 --> 00:52:09.875
Skin cells, hair cells, stomach cells,
defense cells and cancer cells.

00:52:09.875 --> 00:52:14.375
Whose is this sick body?

00:52:14.375 --> 00:52:21.166
The doctors and the hospital
suddenly have a control,

00:52:21.166 --> 00:52:27.959
a discipline, a power
over my body.

00:52:27.959 --> 00:52:33.375
They rule over my body.
Over my treatment.

00:52:33.375 --> 00:52:45.583
They rule over the state
of health that I should achieve.

00:52:45.583 --> 00:52:48.792
Family, friends, people
who are close to me

00:52:48.834 --> 00:52:54.333
also start having more control
and feel like deciding about my body,

00:52:54.375 --> 00:52:57.208
about what are
the best decisions for me.

00:52:57.250 --> 00:52:59.667
Do you still have those scars?

00:52:59.667 --> 00:53:02.542
I do.
Here.

00:53:02.542 --> 00:53:05.708
-You were going to have them tattooed.
-I was going to.

00:53:05.708 --> 00:53:08.333
Here are the signs of the chemo.

00:53:08.333 --> 00:53:14.041
The skin gets so sensitive, that any
pressure leaves a scratch mark.

00:53:14.041 --> 00:53:17.291
You know what's funny?
Whenever anyone sees this,

00:53:17.291 --> 00:53:22.583
they ask, are you a fetishist?
Do you like to scratch yourself?

00:53:22.583 --> 00:53:25.917
And when I say it was the chemo
people get embarrassed.

00:53:25.917 --> 00:53:28.000
-Awkward.
-It is.

00:53:28.000 --> 00:53:32.041
Cause cancer is this.
Almost like a punishment.

00:53:32.041 --> 00:53:33.041
Awkward.

00:53:33.041 --> 00:53:36.208
And when they find out
it was in the testicles, wow.

00:53:36.208 --> 00:53:40.291
“Who told you to be such
a fag like that?” Trans fag.

00:53:42.500 --> 00:53:45.875
Pretty crazy right?

00:53:45.875 --> 00:53:50.333
And that was the time I feel
I most learned about the body.

00:53:50.333 --> 00:53:54.959
About the fragilities of the body

00:53:54.959 --> 00:53:59.583
and the powers that are there
when you meet your fragility.

00:54:07.000 --> 00:54:10.500
Is that where you
stopped dancing?

00:54:10.500 --> 00:54:14.625
-I think that's when you started singing.
-Yeah.

00:54:15.500 --> 00:54:20.708
-I found the notebook this week.
-That notebook?

00:54:20.708 --> 00:54:23.583
From that time.

00:54:23.625 --> 00:54:27.375
That's when
I started writing.

00:54:41.542 --> 00:54:47.458
I think I've always been
very passionate about my body.

00:55:48.667 --> 00:55:53.250
How could we do all those
things in the hospital, Nubia?

00:55:53.250 --> 00:55:57.917
I was keeping an eye on it. If
no one was coming, we kept going.

00:56:02.291 --> 00:56:03.500
People are coming.

00:58:21.458 --> 00:58:25.959
Asphalt mermaid

00:58:28.917 --> 00:58:35.208
You only give your body
to those who can carry it

00:58:35.750 --> 00:58:39.917
Asphalt mermaid

00:58:41.041 --> 00:58:44.625
Moonlight queen

00:58:46.417 --> 00:58:53.041
You only give your body
to those who can carry it

00:58:56.834 --> 00:59:02.375
In the sea
overflow

00:59:02.375 --> 00:59:10.208
Washing in salt water
and taking me

00:59:10.208 --> 00:59:16.834
Set me free, love me,
fight over me

00:59:19.125 --> 00:59:25.375
But do not forget
keep your head up

00:59:25.375 --> 00:59:33.250
Whatever happens
keep sailing

00:59:33.250 --> 00:59:39.708
But do not forget
keep your head up  

00:59:39.708 --> 00:59:45.166
Whatever happens,
whatever happens

00:59:45.166 --> 00:59:48.083
Keep “tranning”

00:59:48.417 --> 00:59:51.250
Keep “tranning”

00:59:51.917 --> 00:59:55.458
Keep “tranning”

01:00:42.583 --> 01:00:46.708
I need to find the glove.
Remember that glove?

01:00:46.750 --> 01:00:47.750
I do.

01:00:47.750 --> 01:00:51.333
That one Jup gave me.
Ney’s.

01:00:51.333 --> 01:00:53.125
You didn’t find it yet?

01:00:53.333 --> 01:00:55.834
Girl, you've been cleaning your
bedroom for about three months.

01:00:55.834 --> 01:00:58.208
Actually, since when she hasn’t
been cleaning her bedroom John?

01:00:58.250 --> 01:01:00.542
-I don’t even know.
-Since she moved in here.

01:01:00.542 --> 01:01:03.625
-Guys, no.
-Girl, since you moved in here.

01:01:03.625 --> 01:01:06.083
Guys, don’t I clean
my bedroom?

01:01:06.083 --> 01:01:08.583
The day you stop
and clean this chaos…

01:01:08.583 --> 01:01:11.792
I have no time, people!
I have no time. It's all a mess.

01:01:11.792 --> 01:01:15.500
-What do you want this glove for?
-Because, I need it, for God's sake.

01:01:15.500 --> 01:01:19.208
I've been looking for it for so long.
The glove gave me luck.

01:01:19.750 --> 01:01:24.458
Calm down.
Let's talk about Capricorns.

01:01:24.458 --> 01:01:32.458
Who are born from December to January
December to January

01:01:32.458 --> 01:01:39.792
Who want to love
fully and deeply

01:01:39.792 --> 01:01:50.667
In the living room, in the kitchen,
even naked in the bathroom

01:01:50.667 --> 01:02:00.625
Naked under the shower

01:02:00.667 --> 01:02:13.250
While Thiago who is Capricorn goes
to love someone in Rio de Janeiro

01:02:13.250 --> 01:02:19.375
I do not admit
She is possessive

01:02:19.375 --> 01:02:26.625
I want to be loved
by all Capricorns...

01:02:30.542 --> 01:02:36.000
Capricorns
for years on end

01:02:36.041 --> 01:02:40.917
Oh let's definitely make a song
for Capricorns!

01:02:40.917 --> 01:02:44.708
-What's up, baby?
-Oh baby... so tired.

01:02:44.708 --> 01:02:48.166
-Are you tired?
-Tired, girl. Too much to do.

01:02:48.166 --> 01:02:51.750
-In a hurry right?
Totally. Too many gigs.

01:02:51.750 --> 01:02:57.583
-Not to mention other jobs. Total hurry.
-And Ms. Linn giving you headaches.

01:02:57.583 --> 01:03:04.041
Just headaches. Now she’s obsessed
with this glove she can’t find anywhere.

01:03:04.083 --> 01:03:08.083
She couldn’t find it in her bedroom’s
mess, or in Liniker's house.

01:03:08.083 --> 01:03:11.250
She’s searched everywhere
but can’t really find it.

01:03:13.959 --> 01:03:16.208
Shut up, girl!

01:03:17.583 --> 01:03:20.417
You’re laughing nervously!

01:03:20.417 --> 01:03:25.166
-I don’t believe you have it!
-The whole time, sweetie.

01:03:25.166 --> 01:03:26.750
The whole time.

01:03:26.792 --> 01:03:30.875
But now it's here.
You must not tell anyone.

01:03:30.875 --> 01:03:34.917
I won’t, don’t worry. She was
making my life a living hell for it!

01:03:34.917 --> 01:03:39.000
I think she needed to believe more
in herself. In her own strength.

01:03:39.000 --> 01:03:42.291
I told her that.
You rock. Gangsta.

01:03:42.333 --> 01:03:43.208
Gangsta.

01:03:43.208 --> 01:03:46.250
Fierce
fierce

01:03:46.250 --> 01:03:51.125
This fat black fag
with a gangsta’s face

01:03:52.834 --> 01:03:57.291
Whose asshole
whose asshole is this?

01:03:57.291 --> 01:03:59.834
If you want it,
just jump inside it

01:03:59.834 --> 01:04:03.166
Place your foot first
the the other, then jump right in

01:04:03.166 --> 01:04:07.250
Such a cozy ass
It looks like a camp

01:04:07.250 --> 01:04:10.834
Place your foot first
the the other, then jump right in

01:04:10.834 --> 01:04:15.625
Such a wide space
It looks like an apartment

01:04:15.625 --> 01:04:19.458
Whose asshole
-Whose asshole is this?

01:04:19.750 --> 01:04:23.041
Whose asshole
-Whose asshole is this?

01:04:23.375 --> 01:04:26.875
Whose asshole
-Whose asshole is this?

01:04:27.959 --> 01:04:35.917
I feel my asshole was
a radiating force center,

01:04:35.917 --> 01:04:41.750
which was responsible
for a network of nerves

01:04:41.750 --> 01:04:44.875
that made me connect
with my entire body.

01:04:44.875 --> 01:04:49.166
I think dogs and other animals
are really smart.

01:04:49.166 --> 01:04:53.000
Cause they soon go sniffing asses
to get to know each other. Right?

01:04:53.000 --> 01:04:59.458
They smell it because they know
that there is the stronghold.

01:04:59.458 --> 01:05:03.792
You don’t want to face it,
but when you do,

01:05:03.792 --> 01:05:07.375
there you’ll find most
of what you should know.

01:05:11.542 --> 01:05:14.333
Coming!
Shit.

01:05:19.083 --> 01:05:25.291
You look funny! You, tomorrow
at this address, four o'clock.

01:05:26.375 --> 01:05:27.959
What is this Jup?

01:05:28.667 --> 01:05:31.458
Jup? Jup?

01:05:33.083 --> 01:05:37.083
Jup? Come here!
Jup? What is it?

01:05:39.583 --> 01:05:42.291
What is it?

01:05:57.375 --> 01:05:59.542
Who is it?

01:06:01.583 --> 01:06:04.834
That is Jeferson's phone number.
This is it.

01:06:06.041 --> 01:06:10.041
Jup, but what is this?

01:06:44.625 --> 01:06:49.375
SHE

01:06:58.708 --> 01:07:05.417
Strange faggot

01:07:10.708 --> 01:07:13.166
Hallelujah!

01:07:13.208 --> 01:07:17.375
Crazy black fag
from the favela

01:07:18.917 --> 01:07:26.417
When she walks around
everyone laughs at her face

01:07:26.458 --> 01:07:30.917
But
take notice, male

01:07:30.917 --> 01:07:35.000
Pay close attention

01:07:37.041 --> 01:07:48.458
Sit down
sit, sit, sit down and watch

01:07:50.625 --> 01:07:54.333
your own destruction

01:07:55.208 --> 01:07:57.333
Strange faggot

01:07:57.333 --> 01:07:59.583
Crazy black fag
from the favela

01:07:59.583 --> 01:08:03.542
When she walks around
everyone laughs at her face

01:08:03.542 --> 01:08:08.792
But take notice, male
pay close attention

01:08:08.792 --> 01:08:12.959
Sit down and watch
your own destruction

01:08:12.959 --> 01:08:15.917
I'm a crazy black faggot
from the favela

01:08:15.917 --> 01:08:18.250
And when I walk around
no one will be laughing anymore

01:08:18.250 --> 01:08:20.458
If you're smart
you can tell right away

01:08:20.458 --> 01:08:22.875
-That I'm not kidding anymore
-I’ll burn the house down

01:08:22.875 --> 01:08:27.625
What a strange, crazy,
fucked up, perverted queen

01:08:27.625 --> 01:08:35.625
They work it, kill it, nail it
They slay the house down

01:08:35.625 --> 01:08:39.375
But I can’t hear you
from up here boy

01:08:39.375 --> 01:08:42.917
I'm going down to the floor

01:08:42.917 --> 01:08:45.625
To the floor
To the floor

01:08:45.625 --> 01:08:48.166
To the floor
To the floor

01:08:48.166 --> 01:08:50.500
Floor, floor, floor, floor

01:08:50.500 --> 01:08:54.208
Black fag!
Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang!

01:08:54.750 --> 01:08:58.458
Black fag!
Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang!

01:08:59.041 --> 01:09:03.208
Black fag!
Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang!

01:09:04.041 --> 01:09:07.834
Black fag!
Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang!

01:09:07.834 --> 01:09:12.792
My black skin
is my cloak of courage

01:09:12.792 --> 01:09:17.166
It boosts my moves
It praises my queerness

01:09:17.166 --> 01:09:21.834
Get down
praise it

01:09:21.834 --> 01:09:26.875
Get down
Get down to my queerness

01:09:44.917 --> 01:09:49.208
Always humble
with a Cinderella hint

01:09:49.208 --> 01:09:53.250
I go out in high heels
and makeup in the favela

01:09:53.250 --> 01:09:58.333
But take notice, male
pay close attention

01:09:58.333 --> 01:10:02.667
Sit down and watch
your own destruction

01:10:02.667 --> 01:10:05.500
I'm a crazy black faggot
from the favela

01:10:05.542 --> 01:10:08.166
And when I walk around
no one will be laughing anymore

01:10:08.166 --> 01:10:09.750
If you're smart
you can tell right away

01:10:09.750 --> 01:10:12.625
-That I'm not kidding anymore
-I’ll burn the house down

01:10:13.041 --> 01:10:15.625
We are the hysterical,
crazy ones, right?

01:10:15.625 --> 01:10:24.166
Naturally. We are given virtually
what is needed to keep us alive.

01:10:24.166 --> 01:10:28.708
We are given little
or no affection.

01:10:28.708 --> 01:10:33.750
Then they say we have
a gender identity disorder.

01:10:33.750 --> 01:10:36.333
But we will not let them
get away with this.

01:10:36.333 --> 01:10:38.917
Because I'm not crazy.

01:10:38.917 --> 01:10:43.959
I may be crazy right now, but
I own my own derangement.

01:10:43.959 --> 01:10:52.625
I’ll keep deranging, moving myself
and becoming so many others,

01:10:52.625 --> 01:10:57.667
so that I will turn into an
inconvenience to your thesis.

01:10:57.667 --> 01:11:04.000
I will be the disorder
to the terms you have created.

01:11:04.000 --> 01:11:08.125
Because sorry,
but we're still at work here.

01:11:08.125 --> 01:11:11.583
I’ll keep being at work
for a long time.

01:11:11.583 --> 01:11:15.208
And the disorder
will be all yours.

01:11:15.208 --> 01:11:16.750
My pleasure.

01:11:20.542 --> 01:11:23.333
Very caliente

01:11:27.291 --> 01:11:29.417
Arriba

01:11:34.083 --> 01:11:36.208
I'm dangerous

01:11:37.500 --> 01:11:39.875
I’m gonna come

01:11:41.083 --> 01:11:43.583
Very dangerous

01:11:46.625 --> 01:11:50.208
I want to know who was
the big sucker

01:11:50.208 --> 01:11:53.750
who went out saying
that the world is binary

01:11:53.750 --> 01:11:58.125
Half the world wants me
The other half too (they do)

01:11:58.125 --> 01:12:01.333
They say that I am not a man
and neither a woman

01:12:01.333 --> 01:12:04.667
So take note, doctor,
how brilliant this is:

01:12:04.667 --> 01:12:09.041
My identity? Nothing to do
with pussy and dick! See?

01:12:09.041 --> 01:12:11.917
So I told you,
let’s be real:

01:12:11.917 --> 01:12:15.542
My identity? Nothing to do
with genital!

01:12:15.542 --> 01:12:18.917
So girl, open your eyes,
this is a trap

01:12:18.917 --> 01:12:23.500
Just because you're a smart and
free woman, are you a whore?!

01:12:23.542 --> 01:12:26.500
Half the world wants you
The other half too

01:12:26.500 --> 01:12:30.291
You don’t have to be a man
or a woman anymore

01:12:30.291 --> 01:12:35.959
So I’m…
dangerous

01:12:35.959 --> 01:12:38.291
I’m….
gonna come

01:12:38.291 --> 01:12:41.458
I’m…
very dangerous

01:12:41.458 --> 01:12:43.917
I’m….

01:12:59.667 --> 01:13:03.083
A guy like this, a rotten asshole,
I blow him up and take him down

01:13:03.083 --> 01:13:07.208
It’s none of your business
if I want to fuck the whole planet

01:13:07.208 --> 01:13:11.083
So you think you’re a big macho
because you have a hard cock?

01:13:11.083 --> 01:13:14.041
So you think I’m spoiled,
that I’m being difficult?

01:13:14.125 --> 01:13:17.375
Here’s a hot insider's
tip to you:

01:13:17.375 --> 01:13:22.583
When a man lowers his pants,
we rip off his dick with our teeth!

01:13:27.291 --> 01:13:29.458
We rip off his dick…

01:13:41.792 --> 01:13:43.875
We rip off his dick…