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A part of my father's family
believes there’s a curse.

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Elsa, as a child,

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ran into an old woman who
told her that she would die

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when she turned 16.

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The vein on her forehead was a
vein that spoke of a family curse.

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When my aunt turned 16,

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she woke up one morning and
died in my grandfather’s arms.

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When I was born, everyone noticed
the mole on my forehead,

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and related it to Aunt
Elsa's vein, to the point

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that many of my aunts
and uncles believe

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that I was blind because
of this curse.

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Interestingly, when
I discovered that

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I was totally blind,
I was 16 years old.

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Enlightened

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The way I perceive things is
as if thoughts came to me,

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sometimes it’s concrete
words, very clear images...

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sometimes they come to me in
black and white, others in color

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of any moment or place related
to the person I’m seeing.

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But it still doesn’t smell
like dead, right?

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It smells kind of sweet here.

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The plastic you say is
here in the corner.

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Carmelita.

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Hi.

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Angry?

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No, happy.

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Why?

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What will you give me
for the Day of the Dead?

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I'm still waiting for
it to arrive.

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You see?

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Do you have dried
avocado leaf?

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Yes.

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-The bag has skulls.
-Oh, yes?

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Of which kind?

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-What color is the bag?
-Yellow.

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-And the skulls?
-Purple. Your style.

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I like those bags.

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Yes, because they have
purple, as you like,

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and the little faces
are laughing.

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Tlayuda!

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She charged us 30
and it was 31.

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And she gave us the bag.

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Yes, she is being
very generous.

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-Yes.
-I guess she is in love.

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Look, there are more
skulls out here, Pedro.

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Speaking of loneliness,
I am looking for a partner,

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slave and assistant.
I hope there is

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someone willing to meet
those three requirements.

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Why is it like this?
No idea.

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Tell him:
“I have no idea.”

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-Who knows?
-Tell him: “I have no idea.”

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He already excused me.

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I grab the next piece
of muslin above.

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Then I grab the next
piece of muslin below...

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...and once I have
four, I pull the...

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Theoretically, Fabiola

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here you’d have to
weave it with a hook.

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-Where?
-In the neck, in the sleeves

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and below.

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Remember this is one,
the one in front of you and…

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But stand, we want to see
you standing up.

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How do you see it,
Mariana?

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I like it. It looks nice
because

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she's wearing a white
shirt under the sweater.

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That is. But pull it
some more.

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Go ahead, like that.

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There you go…

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So, I put it through
here, right?

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-You put one in.
-One in.

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-You put two in.
-Two. And I put...

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-And you put three in.
-…three.

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You let go and pull.

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And here, with these fingers,
you feel how you are pulling.

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Can you feel it?

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-Isn’t it tight here, Belén?
-No.

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I’m totally blind, I’m
deaf on the right side,

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I have an injury on my spine,
I have a kind of asthma...

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For the last 20 years

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I’ve kept absolutely everything
the doctor prescribes,

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because the containers
seem elegant to me,

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as if they were a
kind of jewel.

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If at the hospital where I
receive my medical service

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they saw everything I have here,
the first thing they would do

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is send me to the psychiatrist
to see what’s wrong.

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When I started seeing I went
to see a person called Edith,

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who’s also well known here in
Oaxaca, she’s like a shaman.

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She said to me, “Oh, girl,
you came to heal people.”

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I said, “Tell me how that works,
because I'm starting to see things.”

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She said, “No, no, no,
I'm not here to teach anyone”,

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then I spotted her sister
down below and she said:

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“Stay here, I’ll teach you, and
you can learn to read auras.”

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And I remember she
said that day:

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“I'm going to start teaching you
how to read the candlelight,

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because you can also see
things in the candlelight.”

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That’s how I started with her, she
taught me to read the photos

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because everything there is energy.

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Actually, I didn’t
understand anything

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at the time, I only saw things.

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Then one day Edith, who had
too many clients, said to me,

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“Okay, go up and see
what you can do, girl.”

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I was 21 years old at the time.
I saw a woman and said,

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“Well, I see that she
doesn’t have a womb”,

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and the woman said to her,

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“Where did you get
this girl from?”

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“Don’t worry,” she said,
“she’s Dr. Palau’s daughter."

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“Trust her”, she said.

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“Indeed, I don’t have a
womb”, the woman said.

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So time went by,

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I learned to do the
traditional cleansings,

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she cleansed with herbs and
made circles of fire with them,

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as shamans do.

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She was an expert doing that, while
I started to see the anatomy,

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the physiology, I saw
organs back then,

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it was as if I had
an x-ray machine.

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Until there came a
time when I realized

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that I was not meant
to heal with herbs,

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that my thing was not that,
but I respected it.

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I felt that my thing involved my hands.

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“It's the world that's blind:
there are too many images,

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a kind of pollution.

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Nobody can see anything.

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It is necessary to
cut through them

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to discover true images.”

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Evgen Bavčar (Slovenian
blind photographer)

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Fortunately,

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I was never considered a
disabled person here, right?

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Well, in fact, I think
nobody believes I'm blind,

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that's one of my curses, because
nobody believes my blindness.

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Why, Pedro?

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I think because I’m excessively perfectionist.

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That technique of yours,

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not braille but something
similar, piercing the photos...

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-Resembling an engraving.
-...to achieve a texture.

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The first photos you reviewed,
I don’t know if you remember

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they were in color
but out of focus.

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-Of course.
-Yes.

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-Of course.
-It was something that at first

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nobody wanted to
print those photos.

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Yes, that’s right.

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Because everyone said they
were bad pictures, right?

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Because they were out of focus.

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You said to me:

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“No, I want them to
be out of focus

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because when I started
losing my sight,

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that’s how I saw
things, Patricia.”

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What do you have there,
by the way, Pedro?

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A camera that I bought.

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This one I’ve used
without technique,

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and it has four pinholes,
it’s very nice.

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Very nice.

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But, I’m unsure about
the exposure time.

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How do you feel about
the light now, Pedro?

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Right now it's very cold.

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I could almost say
that shaded or cloudy.

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It’s shady and cloudy.

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So, right now, for example,

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we need a lot of time for
exposure, enough time,

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and that time will
help you achieve

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those ghost-like images
that you would like to do.

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And what’s your idea
for the session?

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First of all, he must be
naked, in this fucking cold...

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Nude.

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Yes. And it seems like
it's going to rain,

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and we're going to use
a pinhole camera.

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Perfect.

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Which, with the light,
I’m not sure will work.

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And poses resembling angels.

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Psychopomps are supposedly
mythological animals.

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In all mythologies there
are psychopomps, and...

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-Psychopomps?
-Psychopomps.

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Psycho from psyche, psychology,

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and they are animals
that are in charge

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of guarding the gates
of the underworld

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or preventing the souls of the
dead to wander among the living.

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Can you imagine a cripple
going up this?

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Silly you.

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We’ll have one of them guide you, to
see how you work it out together.

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There it is. Huge.

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Oh, but this is tin.
Oh, no, it's clay.

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Can’t we put him in a vase?

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-Do you think so?
-What is in the...?

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Let's see... No,
it has spiders.

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Well, we can take them out.

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Try the other one, Luis. But
first look out for spiders.

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Yes.

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I feel like El Chavo del Ocho.

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Do you fit in there?

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Yes. Do you want him
to hide completely?

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Hide completely.

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Don’t grab it by the rim to pull it,
because the rim is very fragile.

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-So where then?
-By the middle.

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Okay.

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Let’s hope they don’t make
us pay as if it were new.

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-Let them charge Pedro.
-Why me?

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-Ready?
-Ready.

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-Does it have spiders?
-A shitload.

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-Did something bite you?
-Many mosquitoes have bitten me.

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-Really?
-All over my body.

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Luis, you're going to
step inside the vase,

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but in such way that your
head will appear first.

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And it's the last one.

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You step out of the vase,

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you stand in front
of it and you shake,

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as if you were shaking
off the dirt.

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Okay.

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The sun is kind of coming out.

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It's between hiding, cloudy,
and coming out and so, but...

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Look, María, I don’t
fucking care now.

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Let me come down first
and then tell me

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what the fucking sun is doing.

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But when the sun
reaches the stairs,

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it will create a triangular
shadow that crosses...

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from this side to the other.

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Okay.

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It looks nice, and you
see a few shades of...

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it's for you to
concentrate.

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Yes.

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We see a few shadows
of the trees, it looks good,

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because this way it’s
covering the sun

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and the light is very flat,
I mean, very diffuse,

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I don’t know. It doesn’t create
any shadows or anything.

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So, it will look good with light.
Careful.

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-Oh, man. Okay.
-Okay, last one, there it is.

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This fucking ladder should be
placed outside a Catholic temple.

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-Are you still cold?
-I don’t know what’s wrong with me…

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-Fear.
-No, not fear.

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You’re still in the middle,
right, Luis?

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Yes.

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Tell me, remember I'm blind.

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We're just going to change the roll.

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Okay.

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Here it is.

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Ready.

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Okay, let’s count to three.
One, two, three.

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Put them down like this.

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Put your palms like this.

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Go down.

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-Yes.
-Go further down.

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-Your pinhole is closed, right?
-Yes.

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-It would still be 35, right?
-Yes.

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-Ready, María?
-Ready, waiting for your call.

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-One, two, three.
-At the height of your face.

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-Lower the other foot.
-Yes.

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Move your hands like this.

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-Lower the other foot.
-Yes.

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Pedro, take half a step forward.

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Yes.

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Try not to put your
fingers in there, Pedro.

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No, why not?

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-It’s a chemical substance.
-Oh, okay.

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You're a minute away from
regret, do you want the gloves?

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No.

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-It's okay.
-I hate the gloves, Marcela.

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Okay, then I'm going
to turn on the clock,

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Pedro,

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and I’ll tell you “uncover your tank."

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Ready!

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That’s enough, Pedrito.

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-Enough?
-Yeah, and tap it.

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I remember clearly how
it was a big scandal

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that I had posed naked at
the library for the blind.

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-Oh, yeah?
-Yes, yes.

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Were they dying of
envy or what happened?

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Morbidity, contempt.
A “how could you undress?"

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But it was very funny

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because everyone criticized
me inside the Borges Library

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but at the same time, the custodians
of the Álvarez Bravo Center

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told me that everyone who
could still see a bit

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went with magnifying glasses
to be able to see the photo.

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I understood it had
to do with morbidity,

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but also with being different,
because I was blind,

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I had long hair, I wore
earrings, do you remember?

00:18:36.000 --> 00:18:37.750
Yes, of course.

00:18:37.750 --> 00:18:41.791
And I always wore muslin huipiles,
embroidery from Chiapas,

00:18:41.791 --> 00:18:43.541
from Guerrero.

00:18:46.041 --> 00:18:49.166
-I can see something, Pedro.
-Yes?

00:18:49.166 --> 00:18:52.541
Well, there’s something, but
it looks very ethereal.

00:18:52.541 --> 00:18:57.708
I can see your model, not
clearly, it looks like a ghost.

00:18:59.916 --> 00:19:03.958
-Okay.
-There it is.

00:19:23.458 --> 00:19:28.875
Some very special things appear
there, Pedro. It’s very strange.

00:19:28.875 --> 00:19:30.375
Strange is my thing.

00:19:30.375 --> 00:19:31.458
Yes.

00:19:45.041 --> 00:19:47.125
It began as an
experiment, right?

00:19:47.125 --> 00:19:50.708
I had no money, I had the
warp of the loom,

00:19:50.708 --> 00:19:54.375
I had a picture in my
house, I took it out

00:19:54.375 --> 00:19:56.166
I cut it and I
started to weave it.

00:19:57.333 --> 00:19:58.583
I was told at the museum

00:19:58.583 --> 00:20:03.250
that my photos were not well done
because they were pixelated;

00:20:03.250 --> 00:20:09.166
that is, the photo textile is
created with pieces of image.

00:20:09.166 --> 00:20:14.708
At the time I was
tearing up the photos

00:20:14.708 --> 00:20:18.250
because I’ve always felt torn,

00:20:18.250 --> 00:20:19.458
in some way.

00:20:19.458 --> 00:20:22.458
I always say
that I’m just masks,

00:20:22.458 --> 00:20:26.458
but I also say
that I’m fragments

00:20:26.458 --> 00:20:29.041
of something that
is sometimes built,

00:20:29.041 --> 00:20:32.625
or destroyed and reconstructed
in another way.

00:20:32.625 --> 00:20:34.958
I did the session
and developed them,

00:20:34.958 --> 00:20:38.083
I printed them and I didn’t
like them, because it was a...

00:20:38.083 --> 00:20:40.000
a model standing there

00:20:40.000 --> 00:20:44.791
it wasn’t ghostly.
The photos were put away

00:20:44.791 --> 00:20:47.416
from 2005 to 2008,

00:20:47.416 --> 00:20:52.083
and in those three or four
years I was learning to knit,

00:20:52.083 --> 00:20:53.750
experimenting with textiles.

00:20:57.291 --> 00:21:00.041
Shall I put more pressure
and do it several times?

00:21:00.041 --> 00:21:03.125
Yes. That’s it, see? That's all.

00:21:12.791 --> 00:21:15.583
And you can do it with…

00:21:15.583 --> 00:21:19.708
-Confidently.
-Yes, it won’t explode.

00:21:39.875 --> 00:21:45.833
Everyone says that the work is
too detailed for a blind man.

00:21:45.833 --> 00:21:50.125
It was made by a very
obsessive blind man.

00:21:50.125 --> 00:21:53.041
-Yes, you can tell.
-Can you spot the obsessiveness?

00:21:53.916 --> 00:21:56.916
All my work has a lot
to do with the past;

00:21:56.916 --> 00:22:01.541
in theory, because I
have never spoken to a ghost,

00:22:01.541 --> 00:22:04.291
that the ghost is, precisely,

00:22:04.291 --> 00:22:10.083
an energy that stays put in a place
because it clings to the past,

00:22:10.083 --> 00:22:15.000
that anchor keeps it from advancing
to whatever there is beyond.

00:22:25.916 --> 00:22:29.083
Why “The Crazy Bride”?
It's a legend, isn’t it?

00:22:29.083 --> 00:22:31.416
It's a legend, yes.

00:22:31.416 --> 00:22:34.500
The church collapsed
in an earthquake

00:22:34.500 --> 00:22:39.125
just as a wedding was taking place,
and when the vaults collapsed,

00:22:39.125 --> 00:22:44.083
they killed several people, including
the priest and the bride and groom.

00:22:44.083 --> 00:22:45.166
Ever since,

00:22:45.166 --> 00:22:50.083
some believe that at night the
bride wanders around the area,

00:22:50.083 --> 00:22:54.958
searching for the love of her life,
the person she could never marry.

00:22:58.125 --> 00:23:02.291
That day that I was weaving
“The Bride” day and night,

00:23:02.291 --> 00:23:06.666
I felt that someone was
with me... watching.

00:23:06.666 --> 00:23:10.625
Don’t doubt it, Pedro. If
you felt it, someone was there.

00:23:10.625 --> 00:23:11.833
There was something.

00:23:22.750 --> 00:23:30.791
My dreams after turning blind
became slightly foggy, dark.

00:23:30.791 --> 00:23:34.166
Many of the things that I
dream take place at sunset.

00:23:34.166 --> 00:23:38.708
I can visualize bodies
but never faces.

00:23:38.708 --> 00:23:43.833
Always, if in my dreams
I see someone's head,

00:23:43.833 --> 00:23:51.250
I can see the hair surrounding a
dark oval or something very deep.

00:24:01.375 --> 00:24:04.916
Hells live inside us,
they’re not below us.

00:24:07.458 --> 00:24:11.666
Suddenly I heard sounds,
things that were not there,

00:24:11.666 --> 00:24:13.375
and that made me feel afraid.

00:24:13.375 --> 00:24:17.208
As a child, I would crawl
under my blanket or my sheet,

00:24:17.208 --> 00:24:20.000
because I didn’t
want to see or hear.

00:24:20.000 --> 00:24:24.791
My son, he can see spirits with
a body, I only see silhouettes.

00:24:24.791 --> 00:24:30.458
He, as a child, could see
people but they were not alive.

00:24:31.250 --> 00:24:32.791
He would come and say:

00:24:32.791 --> 00:24:36.791
“Someone with a slit throat came,
please talk to him, ask him to go.”

00:26:41.041 --> 00:26:43.458
Pedro,
this is the house,

00:26:43.458 --> 00:26:48.250
this is the backyard
where I have the compost

00:26:48.250 --> 00:26:50.791
and where owners’ van sits,

00:26:50.791 --> 00:26:52.833
and where there’s
a storage room.

00:26:52.833 --> 00:26:55.083
It’s from two centuries ago.

00:26:55.083 --> 00:26:56.875
-Made of sun-dried brick?
-Yes, be careful,

00:26:56.875 --> 00:27:01.833
here is a step and then
another, then there’s a ramp,

00:27:01.833 --> 00:27:03.750
there you are at the end.

00:27:03.750 --> 00:27:06.958
Almost 20 years, right? Since
I came to your workshop.

00:27:06.958 --> 00:27:08.208
Yes, Pedro.

00:27:08.208 --> 00:27:13.041
Hey, Miriam, and how many
dogs keep you company now?

00:27:13.041 --> 00:27:14.625
Now I have five.

00:27:15.125 --> 00:27:17.875
-And do you still have cats?
-I still have cats, yes.

00:27:17.875 --> 00:27:19.083
I have 15.

00:27:19.416 --> 00:27:22.000
-Fifteen?
-Fifteen cats.

00:27:22.000 --> 00:27:26.000
So you’re still fighting for
ecology, animal protection,

00:27:26.000 --> 00:27:28.791
the rights of those
who are worthwhile.

00:27:28.791 --> 00:27:32.083
-Only those worthwhile.
-Only those worthwhile.

00:27:32.583 --> 00:27:35.541
Look, here’s another one, Pedro.
This one is smaller.

00:27:35.541 --> 00:27:37.500
Do you still make angels?

00:27:37.500 --> 00:27:39.416
Yes, I'll show you some.

00:27:40.208 --> 00:27:42.000
I would have liked to
continue doing sculptures,

00:27:42.000 --> 00:27:48.166
but in my chicken house I don’t
have space for anything.

00:27:50.833 --> 00:27:54.666
The cornfield is
ready for harvest.

00:27:54.666 --> 00:27:58.666
Everything is dry,
the leaves are falling,

00:27:59.291 --> 00:28:01.458
but the light
is lovely, Pedro.

00:28:02.250 --> 00:28:06.291
The light is golden.
Do you remember the color gold?

00:28:06.291 --> 00:28:07.500
Yes.

00:28:09.791 --> 00:28:12.875
Hey, Pedro, are you
going to see Iris?

00:28:12.875 --> 00:28:16.250
Iris Palau, do you
know what she does?

00:28:16.250 --> 00:28:22.666
I’m not sure what she does and I
don’t want to know to avoid bias.

00:28:23.833 --> 00:28:27.666
She's a psychic. I turned
to her and she told me:

00:28:27.666 --> 00:28:31.708
“Marcela, I've seen things
since I was a child.”

00:28:31.708 --> 00:28:35.583
She told me that she could
even see the inside of a body.

00:28:37.125 --> 00:28:39.375
Have you ever gone

00:28:39.375 --> 00:28:41.541
through a cleansing ritual…?

00:28:41.791 --> 00:28:45.125
I cleanse regularly.

00:28:45.125 --> 00:28:50.583
Not so much, because I have
cats and cats can

00:28:50.583 --> 00:28:53.333
change negative energies

00:28:53.333 --> 00:28:55.750
into positive ones
or repel bad things.

00:28:55.750 --> 00:28:58.708
-So you believe in this?
-About cats? Yes.

00:28:58.708 --> 00:29:01.583
The cats take care of you,
and protect you.

00:29:01.583 --> 00:29:03.666
Absolutely.

00:29:05.666 --> 00:29:07.541
When I was a child,

00:29:07.541 --> 00:29:11.375
I had this hope of
becoming a priest...

00:29:11.375 --> 00:29:13.416
So you wanted to be a monk.

00:29:13.416 --> 00:29:16.833
Yes, it still
draws my attention,

00:29:16.833 --> 00:29:19.208
mainly because it means
being locked up,

00:29:19.208 --> 00:29:21.166
reading books...

00:29:21.666 --> 00:29:27.791
The person who baptized me
revealed a prophecy about me,

00:29:27.791 --> 00:29:32.041
and said that I had to be
very careful when I spoke

00:29:32.041 --> 00:29:36.875
because I had the ability
to help many people

00:29:36.875 --> 00:29:40.166
or to destroy whoever I wanted.

00:29:48.333 --> 00:29:52.250
So, everything is
colonial here, right?

00:29:52.250 --> 00:29:53.916
Yes, it’s an alley.

00:29:53.916 --> 00:29:56.333
It still has the colonial touch.

00:29:56.333 --> 00:29:58.416
Yes.

00:29:58.416 --> 00:30:01.000
-There is an angel.
-Is there?

00:30:01.000 --> 00:30:04.208
Yes, the funny
thing is that it has no hands,

00:30:04.208 --> 00:30:07.708
I don’t know if it's
on purpose or...

00:30:07.708 --> 00:30:09.500
Or if they were stolen.

00:30:09.500 --> 00:30:11.875
Or they fell or something like that.

00:30:11.875 --> 00:30:17.375
It reminds me of a
mythological female character,

00:30:17.375 --> 00:30:20.791
whom if you looked at you
were turned into stone.

00:30:20.791 --> 00:30:22.416
-Medusa.
-Oh, yeah.

00:30:22.416 --> 00:30:26.708
Yes. She was a young
woman, right?

00:30:28.458 --> 00:30:33.500
Medusa was supposed to be a virgin,
but because she was raped,

00:30:33.500 --> 00:30:39.333
I believe by the god of the sea,
goddess Athena condemned her

00:30:39.333 --> 00:30:42.791
to live isolated and
away from everyone,

00:30:42.791 --> 00:30:46.208
transforming her
into a monster.

00:30:47.083 --> 00:30:50.333
As of last year, I'm
writing a book about

00:30:50.333 --> 00:30:53.625
my family that deals
a lot about angels.

00:30:53.625 --> 00:30:58.958
One of the main characters
is precisely an angel,

00:30:59.375 --> 00:31:04.291
a seraph, which is
part of God himself.

00:31:04.291 --> 00:31:09.458
-So you believe God exists?
-I could think of a God

00:31:09.458 --> 00:31:13.458
who grew bored of us and now wanders
around another part of space.

00:31:13.458 --> 00:31:19.166
He pilots his UFO ship, leaving
DNA chains all over the place.

00:31:19.166 --> 00:31:21.541
Like a mad scientific God.

00:31:21.541 --> 00:31:27.083
Since I was brought up a
Catholic when I was a child,

00:31:27.083 --> 00:31:31.041
and my parents were Christians,
they are Christians,

00:31:31.041 --> 00:31:35.125
so I was a Catholic in the morning
and a Christian in the afternoon.

00:31:37.458 --> 00:31:40.041
Do you think there is a
big difference between

00:31:40.041 --> 00:31:42.458
being a Christian and
being a Catholic?

00:31:43.666 --> 00:31:47.916
Well, Christians, or almost
all Protestant religions,

00:31:47.916 --> 00:31:52.041
live more attached to
punishment, right?

00:31:52.041 --> 00:31:54.375
What I talked about
with Maestro Adrián,

00:31:54.375 --> 00:32:01.083
the avenger God, the
God of fire and blood.

00:32:01.375 --> 00:32:07.875
I don’t think God has forgotten
us or is bored with us.

00:32:08.958 --> 00:32:09.916
Don’t you?

00:32:09.916 --> 00:32:12.625
No, I think it's the other way around.

00:32:12.875 --> 00:32:17.416
-We’re bored of God?
-We have forgotten God.

00:32:17.416 --> 00:32:19.250
Oh, okay. I see.

00:32:19.250 --> 00:32:23.541
No, I don’t think so, people
think of God all the time,

00:32:23.541 --> 00:32:26.916
only when it’s for their
benefit.

00:32:26.916 --> 00:32:31.416
That’s it, I think we’ve
forgotten the essence of God.

00:32:31.416 --> 00:32:33.583
He doesn’t exist.
I don’t know,

00:32:33.583 --> 00:32:36.541
someone phoned him or
he went to the bathroom

00:32:36.541 --> 00:32:39.291
and he hasn’t come back.

00:32:39.291 --> 00:32:43.166
But maybe you think that
way because...

00:32:43.166 --> 00:32:49.708
Your mom is supposed to have certain...
clairvoyance gift, right?

00:32:51.458 --> 00:32:55.541
My dad always talked to us
about God as a creator

00:32:55.541 --> 00:33:00.458
not as a punishing being, and
about the spirits that existed.

00:33:09.708 --> 00:33:14.166
Astrid Hadad has a prayer
that more or less says:

00:33:14.166 --> 00:33:15.208
“Uncle Sam,

00:33:15.208 --> 00:33:19.583
who art in the northern country,
hallowed be thy new order,

00:33:19.583 --> 00:33:24.166
the dollars come, they will
be done on the United States

00:33:24.166 --> 00:33:26.083
as it is the whole world.

00:33:26.750 --> 00:33:31.208
Give us this day our daily
McDonald's, and forgive the Cubans,

00:33:31.208 --> 00:33:35.208
as we forgive those of
the DEA and the Marines.

00:33:37.875 --> 00:33:42.208
Lead us not into nationalism,

00:33:42.208 --> 00:33:46.583
but deliver us from the Chinese
and Japanese businessmen.

00:33:46.583 --> 00:33:49.666
In God we trust,
Shalom and Amen.”

00:33:49.666 --> 00:33:55.250
That is a real prayer
of our 21st century

00:33:55.250 --> 00:33:58.458
because it really summarizes
what is happening.

00:34:00.625 --> 00:34:04.083
-Listen.
-Yes, we can still hear the band,

00:34:04.083 --> 00:34:05.583
all day long, I think...

00:34:05.583 --> 00:34:07.875
“Hurray for the Pineapple
Flower, hurray for Tuxtepec!”

00:34:07.875 --> 00:34:09.166
It's the “Pineapple Flower.”

00:34:09.166 --> 00:34:11.083
Uh-huh, the dance,

00:34:11.083 --> 00:34:16.000
they do it before the Day of
the Dead celebrations, right?

00:34:16.000 --> 00:34:18.333
That's a few days away.

00:34:20.291 --> 00:34:21.541
Let’s make sure we go then.

00:34:47.083 --> 00:34:51.958
Fifth mystery: Mary is crowned
as the Queen of all creation.

00:34:51.958 --> 00:34:53.625
Please stand up.

00:34:54.166 --> 00:34:59.916
Holy Mary Mother of God,
pray for us sinners

00:34:59.916 --> 00:35:03.666
now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

00:35:03.666 --> 00:35:09.208
Hail Mary, full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.

00:35:09.208 --> 00:35:11.666
Blessed art thou amongst women.

00:35:37.916 --> 00:35:39.791
“Even those who can’t see,

00:35:39.791 --> 00:35:45.041
have within themselves what
we might call a visual need.

00:35:45.041 --> 00:35:48.625
The blind sigh for light
like a child on a train

00:35:48.625 --> 00:35:51.833
while going through a tunnel.” Evgen Bavčar

00:35:55.333 --> 00:35:59.166
During the total solar eclipse
which was in the 90s,

00:35:59.166 --> 00:36:02.083
my older sister
beat me up...

00:36:02.083 --> 00:36:04.166
she turned to me
again and again and said:

00:36:04.166 --> 00:36:06.875
“Pedro, don’t look at the sky.”

00:36:06.875 --> 00:36:10.375
And I couldn’t care less and sat
on the edge of the jardinière

00:36:10.375 --> 00:36:14.708
and looked up to contemplate
the whole fucking eclipse.

00:36:14.708 --> 00:36:17.125
My parents arrived and
they beat me up again.

00:36:17.125 --> 00:36:18.333
You know what they say.

00:36:18.333 --> 00:36:21.875
If you stare at the sun you can
burn your retinas and go blind.

00:36:24.875 --> 00:36:28.541
We’re all energy, we’re
all interconnected.

00:36:28.541 --> 00:36:30.541
In a way, when I enter someone,

00:36:30.541 --> 00:36:34.625
because it’s like a sensation,
like entering through the eyes,

00:36:34.625 --> 00:36:35.833
with open eyes,

00:36:35.833 --> 00:36:38.791
it’s the spirit that
communicates soul to soul.

00:36:38.791 --> 00:36:40.041
Connecting to me is like

00:36:40.041 --> 00:36:44.250
this consciousness that
is able to perceive

00:36:44.250 --> 00:36:48.500
beyond what is seen
and what is tangible.

00:37:23.583 --> 00:37:26.500
That's supposed to be
what I want you to sell.

00:37:28.041 --> 00:37:31.041
What I did in two months.
Here, have a look.

00:37:31.041 --> 00:37:32.875
But they don’t have a price.

00:37:32.875 --> 00:37:37.166
Well, I would say
at least 100 pesos.

00:37:37.666 --> 00:37:39.250
100 pesos for the entire box.

00:37:39.250 --> 00:37:42.750
-Don’t fuck with me.
-This is purple, like lilac.

00:37:42.750 --> 00:37:44.083
-This?
-Yes.

00:37:44.083 --> 00:37:45.916
-All of it?
-Yes.

00:37:45.916 --> 00:37:48.458
-This?
-That looks cool.

00:37:48.458 --> 00:37:50.541
If I put it on,
I won’t get it dirty.

00:37:50.541 --> 00:37:52.250
Come on, you're all sweaty.

00:37:52.250 --> 00:37:58.916
I'm all sweaty, right?
Start selling now, chop-chop.

00:37:59.541 --> 00:38:01.250
But, is it very long
with the strips?

00:38:01.250 --> 00:38:02.291
Yes.

00:38:02.291 --> 00:38:04.291
Do you think it will sell here?

00:38:05.041 --> 00:38:08.708
Maybe, someone who’s
kind of cuckoo.

00:38:08.708 --> 00:38:10.375
Yes?

00:38:11.916 --> 00:38:20.500
Not so much pressure, so the
tortilla doesn’t break.

00:38:30.458 --> 00:38:31.583
Ready, it's done.

00:38:31.583 --> 00:38:32.958
-All of it?
-Yes.

00:38:32.958 --> 00:38:34.750
-Absolutely all of it?
-Yes, it looks green.

00:38:34.750 --> 00:38:38.500
Jesus, that’s what I call speed.
Put it in front of the venti, okay?

00:38:44.666 --> 00:38:47.083
Shall I emulsify the other
one or shall I wait?

00:38:47.083 --> 00:38:49.083
Yes, emulsify the other one.

00:38:50.166 --> 00:38:54.166
My grandfather talked, months
before he died, that he used to

00:38:54.166 --> 00:38:59.333
see a woman in a suit from
the Isthmus of Tehuantepec

00:38:59.333 --> 00:39:04.750
who told him that it was
time to leave this world.

00:39:09.458 --> 00:39:13.791
Perico, when will I
see your face again?

00:39:13.791 --> 00:39:15.666
For the coming of
Christ, I believe.

00:39:15.666 --> 00:39:16.916
For the coming of Christ?

00:39:16.916 --> 00:39:20.000
Well that’s soon, because
Jesus is already at the door.

00:39:20.000 --> 00:39:22.208
At the neighbor’s...

00:39:22.833 --> 00:39:25.666
At my house, what do
you mean the neighbor’s?

00:39:25.666 --> 00:39:30.166
Not yours, but mine.

00:39:30.166 --> 00:39:33.583
I haven’t heard the doorbell ring.

00:39:33.583 --> 00:39:36.583
You won't hear it,
because these isn't one.

00:39:36.583 --> 00:39:37.666
About a year ago,

00:39:37.666 --> 00:39:42.291
I think Jehovah's Witnesses
were knocking on the door.

00:39:43.041 --> 00:39:44.416
When you asked: “Who is it?”

00:39:44.416 --> 00:39:49.583
They would reply: “Jesus
Christ knocks at your door”.

00:39:49.583 --> 00:39:51.041
-Jehovah's Witnesses?
-Oh, yes.

00:39:51.041 --> 00:39:54.333
They came by every day
and stopped doing

00:39:54.333 --> 00:39:55.750
so when I started yelling:

00:39:55.750 --> 00:39:59.958
“Tell him I'm not here..."

00:39:59.958 --> 00:40:02.166
-It was too much.
-Yes.

00:40:06.125 --> 00:40:08.291
-And now they don’t come by?
-Not anymore.

00:40:08.291 --> 00:40:10.166
They were scared away,
Satan came out.

00:40:10.166 --> 00:40:13.583
Thank God. Nobody
comes anymore.

00:40:14.333 --> 00:40:16.583
So, you're not coming
for Christmas, Perico?

00:40:16.583 --> 00:40:20.041
-I don’t celebrate Christmas.
-Is that why you don’t come?

00:40:20.041 --> 00:40:21.500
Why? Are you the Grinch?

00:40:21.500 --> 00:40:24.250
No, I don’t even celebrate
my birthday.

00:40:24.250 --> 00:40:26.541
-But what about the cat’s?
-Oh, of course.

00:40:26.541 --> 00:40:29.416
Now I understand why you
didn’t congratulate me on mine.

00:40:29.416 --> 00:40:32.166
I forgot.

00:40:32.916 --> 00:40:34.375
-Didn’t he call you, Ana?
-No.

00:40:34.375 --> 00:40:36.541
-What?
-He didn’t call me,

00:40:36.541 --> 00:40:39.666
he didn’t congratulate
me, nothing.

00:40:40.625 --> 00:40:43.500
The good thing is that
I don’t hold grudges.

00:40:43.500 --> 00:40:46.958
-You only remember.
-I only remember and I don’t forget.

00:40:46.958 --> 00:40:49.208
Why does it smell
like death in here?

00:40:49.208 --> 00:40:51.083
Because of the
flowers behind you.

00:40:51.083 --> 00:40:53.291
Pedro, you didn’t eat lettuce.

00:40:53.291 --> 00:40:55.875
No, because he’s a cat, not a rabbit.

00:40:55.875 --> 00:40:58.375
-I'm not a rabbit.
-The fish is dead.

00:40:58.375 --> 00:41:01.458
No, it smells like a cemetery.

00:41:01.458 --> 00:41:04.458
-My mom bought marigolds.
-Did she?

00:41:04.916 --> 00:41:08.125
To drive away bad vibes.

00:41:09.291 --> 00:41:12.625
I set up an altar and I put
the photos of my cats.

00:41:12.625 --> 00:41:14.333
-Of what?
-Of my cats.

00:41:14.333 --> 00:41:16.500
-Really?
-Yes, right, Abi?

00:41:16.500 --> 00:41:17.166
Yes.

00:41:17.166 --> 00:41:20.375
Abi is more used to dealing with me.
She lived with me...

00:41:21.333 --> 00:41:24.875
-What can she do that I can’t?
-She pampers me.

00:41:25.791 --> 00:41:27.666
-She chews for him.
-She chews for me.

00:41:27.666 --> 00:41:31.000
I changed your diapers; I know
you better than Abi does.

00:41:31.625 --> 00:41:36.000
-My adopted town is Oaxaca.
-No, that's mine.

00:41:36.000 --> 00:41:39.000
-That adopted town belongs to Ana.
-And I’m right from the center.

00:41:40.000 --> 00:41:42.958
You're usurping a place.

00:41:42.958 --> 00:41:47.000
Yes, so I must go to Oaxaca
and you should stay here.

00:41:47.125 --> 00:41:49.041
It’s very hot here to live.

00:41:58.125 --> 00:42:01.333
I staged a...

00:42:02.791 --> 00:42:11.083
a short scene with other
kids a little older than me,

00:42:11.083 --> 00:42:13.208
who played my parents.

00:42:13.208 --> 00:42:17.000
I had to appear
semi-naked on stage.

00:42:19.041 --> 00:42:22.041
It was like the game
of the foolish child,

00:42:22.041 --> 00:42:27.875
the mentally retarded child
who asked his parents

00:42:27.875 --> 00:42:29.000
what would happen

00:42:29.000 --> 00:42:34.208
if he placed his hand on the
stove over the burning flame.

00:42:34.208 --> 00:42:37.666
This caused the father’s
annoyance, who read the newspaper,

00:42:37.666 --> 00:42:40.583
oblivious to his son’s problem;

00:42:40.583 --> 00:42:43.625
the mother, who read
a gossip magazine

00:42:43.625 --> 00:42:48.541
also unconcerned for her
son’s health or education.

00:42:48.541 --> 00:42:53.791
Actually, very similar to the life
of many families of Salina Cruz.

00:42:53.791 --> 00:42:57.625
I wore a very thin
cloth diaper

00:42:59.666 --> 00:43:02.916
and in the end I made
fun of my parents

00:43:02.916 --> 00:43:08.250
and my parents chased me around
the stage, trying to hit me.

00:43:13.541 --> 00:43:16.291
She doesn’t let me pick
up a fucking shell

00:43:16.291 --> 00:43:18.750
but she certainly wants
her picture taken...

00:43:18.750 --> 00:43:21.500
Pedro, she is here
all year round

00:43:21.500 --> 00:43:25.166
and today seems to be the first
time she's seen the sunset.

00:43:25.166 --> 00:43:28.791
On the beach of her dreams.

00:43:28.791 --> 00:43:30.416
They’re going to put it there:

00:43:30.416 --> 00:43:34.666
the first time that Mrs. Catalina
went to the beach,

00:43:34.666 --> 00:43:38.583
with her fly shades and
her PRI party T-shirt.

00:43:54.250 --> 00:43:58.916
-Here comes the prince.
-And the princess.

00:43:58.916 --> 00:44:01.500
Does it look like he got into a
fight or he had a bath first?

00:44:01.500 --> 00:44:02.791
He had a bath first.

00:44:02.791 --> 00:44:05.166
-Doesn’t he look dirty?
-No.

00:44:05.166 --> 00:44:07.041
Okay. The magic of cartoons.

00:44:07.041 --> 00:44:09.916
In fact, it seems to
me that this king,

00:44:09.916 --> 00:44:12.458
who is supposedly the
father of the prince,

00:44:12.458 --> 00:44:16.541
is also the father
of Cinderella.

00:44:16.541 --> 00:44:18.500
-Why?
-Because they look alike.

00:44:19.041 --> 00:44:21.416
They are almost identical.

00:44:31.333 --> 00:44:33.041
Since I was a child,

00:44:33.041 --> 00:44:39.500
the refinery was the horizon
that I saw through the window

00:44:39.500 --> 00:44:46.333
and I always saw it as a
monster or demon,

00:44:46.333 --> 00:44:49.666
which gives little
and demands a lot.

00:45:03.875 --> 00:45:08.958
I started associating it with an
eye that could see everything.

00:45:15.666 --> 00:45:16.916
A wave of trash.

00:45:16.916 --> 00:45:20.833
A wave of trash, typical
of Salina Cruz.

00:45:20.833 --> 00:45:21.875
It’s a classic.

00:45:21.875 --> 00:45:24.291
Plus, we’re going
against the trash.

00:45:25.208 --> 00:45:26.625
Do you remember the motto?

00:45:26.625 --> 00:45:28.583
Yes, “Light and hope of my race.”

00:45:28.583 --> 00:45:30.375
They came up with it

00:45:30.375 --> 00:45:33.291
on our first year of middle school,
which was when I went blind.

00:45:33.291 --> 00:45:37.333
Inside the school, the
deputy director's wife

00:45:37.333 --> 00:45:40.083
was the one who wanted to
kick me out of there.

00:45:40.083 --> 00:45:44.000
Because she didn’t like
people who were different.

00:45:44.000 --> 00:45:46.000
She marginalized right
from the start.

00:45:46.000 --> 00:45:47.500
Or I was the asshole.

00:45:47.500 --> 00:45:49.750
I've always been a son of a bitch.

00:45:49.750 --> 00:45:52.416
We can’t do anything about that.

00:45:52.416 --> 00:45:54.541
-Nobody denies it.
-Ever since you were born.

00:45:54.541 --> 00:45:58.750
I always put my finger
up people's ass.

00:45:58.750 --> 00:46:03.291
I don’t know why I
have that gay liking.

00:46:05.416 --> 00:46:07.916
But, in my case, blindness
cut me out of everything.

00:46:07.916 --> 00:46:13.375
Because my path was leading to the
refinery; then, when I went blind,

00:46:13.375 --> 00:46:16.750
the refinery didn’t
accept me.

00:46:16.750 --> 00:46:23.791
There was nothing in Salina Cruz
to stop me, not even my family.

00:46:33.000 --> 00:46:37.708
After my sixth year of primary
school I was learning to drive.

00:46:37.708 --> 00:46:48.666
When I reached the top of the hill,
I saw goats crossing the road,

00:46:48.666 --> 00:46:52.875
so I decided to go
downhill at full speed,

00:46:52.875 --> 00:46:55.583
with the intention
of killing a goat.

00:46:55.583 --> 00:47:00.666
It was like my prize and in the end
we could have slow-cooked meat

00:47:00.666 --> 00:47:02.250
or something like that.

00:47:02.250 --> 00:47:07.875
The goats begin to disperse,
to get away from the road,

00:47:07.875 --> 00:47:12.625
but one of the goats keeps
running along the road.

00:47:12.625 --> 00:47:18.291
And at some point, the goat
disappeared, nowhere to be found,

00:47:18.291 --> 00:47:21.166
I suppose it jumped,
it stepped aside.

00:47:21.166 --> 00:47:25.291
I forgot that I was driving and
I started to look all around

00:47:25.291 --> 00:47:29.500
to figure out where the
fucking goat had gone.

00:47:29.500 --> 00:47:33.916
I ended up driving off the
road with my mother's car

00:47:33.916 --> 00:47:40.833
and falling in a kind of ravine and
finally crashed against some rocks.

00:47:40.833 --> 00:47:45.125
I never killed the goat, but
as a result of that accident

00:47:45.125 --> 00:47:49.500
some believe that I began
to lose my vision,

00:47:49.500 --> 00:47:53.750
because of a big blow on my head,
which I never took care of.

00:47:53.750 --> 00:47:58.416
At that time there was a
trend for an urban legend

00:47:58.416 --> 00:48:02.375
about the “Chupacabras”, which
had impregnated someone

00:48:02.375 --> 00:48:06.916
or had eaten the
children of some school,

00:48:09.250 --> 00:48:13.541
so I decided that the
goat that I tried to kill

00:48:13.541 --> 00:48:17.041
was not really a goat
but the Chupacabras.

00:48:34.291 --> 00:48:38.333
You can see other lives, you
can also see people’s guides:

00:48:38.333 --> 00:48:40.333
those are beings of light,
they are not shadows,

00:48:40.333 --> 00:48:43.625
they are very tall silhouettes...
of light.

00:48:43.625 --> 00:48:49.000
I can also see when the soul of a
person or its spirit can move:

00:48:49.000 --> 00:48:53.208
they are very bright silhouettes,
yellow, a kind of golden...

00:48:53.208 --> 00:48:55.166
I see how they
move with thought,

00:48:55.166 --> 00:48:58.000
the thought travels and I
read the person’s thought,

00:48:58.000 --> 00:48:59.750
or their ancestors may appear:

00:48:59.750 --> 00:49:02.000
a grandfather or someone
who has already left.

00:49:02.000 --> 00:49:04.083
There are also spirits

00:49:04.083 --> 00:49:08.125
that are in lower astral
levels or less evolved,

00:49:08.125 --> 00:49:11.375
one has to learn
to identify them.

00:49:12.083 --> 00:49:15.458
You can channel a spirit
that is not even family

00:49:15.458 --> 00:49:17.333
and it just interferes
and says things.

00:49:17.333 --> 00:49:21.250
And the souls that haven’t
been able to grow in

00:49:21.250 --> 00:49:24.458
certain aspects in their lives
or transcend certain things,

00:49:24.458 --> 00:49:30.208
or souls that hate or want revenge
or are destructive are there.

00:49:51.958 --> 00:49:55.041
When I arrive home,
I leave my cane,

00:49:55.041 --> 00:49:59.333
which I use to walk on the street,
at the entrance of my house.

00:49:59.333 --> 00:50:04.625
It’s like the symbolic act of
leaving prejudice and disability

00:50:04.625 --> 00:50:10.666
outside home, and inside
home being human,

00:50:10.666 --> 00:50:18.000
being a person and not just
being a pair of useless eyes.

00:50:27.875 --> 00:50:34.166
I don’t usually leave my house,
I lead an apocalyptic type of life,

00:50:34.166 --> 00:50:37.083
waiting for the
end of the world.

00:50:53.333 --> 00:50:54.416
There is a death,

00:50:54.416 --> 00:50:56.041
it’s like the discontinuity
of consciousness,

00:50:56.041 --> 00:50:58.583
it’s like being asleep
and suddenly waking up.

00:50:58.583 --> 00:51:02.666
The only thing that dies
is matter, the body,

00:51:02.666 --> 00:51:06.500
and what remains alive and has
continuity, is the spirit.

00:51:26.041 --> 00:51:28.333
With my dad I had to deal with
something very difficult.

00:51:28.333 --> 00:51:31.791
Two years before he died,
I knew he was going to leave.

00:51:32.375 --> 00:51:35.250
He would go to me for healing,

00:51:35.250 --> 00:51:36.958
and one day,

00:51:36.958 --> 00:51:38.541
I told my dad...

00:51:39.125 --> 00:51:41.791
It suddenly came to me...

00:51:41.791 --> 00:51:43.250
I felt that his
guide was there,

00:51:43.250 --> 00:51:45.666
because sometimes I
channel people’s angels

00:51:45.666 --> 00:51:49.583
when they want to give very
specific information to someone.

00:51:49.583 --> 00:51:50.083
I said,

00:51:50.083 --> 00:51:56.458
“Dad, you're going to die of
cancer, and I see you in bed.”

00:51:57.333 --> 00:51:59.250
That day, when he was in a very bad state,

00:51:59.250 --> 00:52:01.666
I spent the night
with him; suddenly

00:52:01.666 --> 00:52:07.791
I saw particles coming off him, like
little dark-green light spheres,

00:52:07.791 --> 00:52:10.250
I could see a golden
path with trees.

00:52:10.250 --> 00:52:13.541
It was very strange, his
mother approached him.

00:52:13.541 --> 00:52:14.500
I thought, “Wow”,

00:52:14.500 --> 00:52:16.208
it was the first time I saw
something like that.

00:52:16.208 --> 00:52:19.541
Then it's true that
someone comes to get you,

00:52:20.083 --> 00:52:23.458
and my dad's spirit was no longer
in his body, it was outside,

00:52:23.458 --> 00:52:26.291
it was a golden light,
a golden silhouette.

00:52:42.625 --> 00:52:45.625
Yes, I was telling you
about my grandfather,

00:52:46.166 --> 00:52:49.416
who was kind of important
here in the town,

00:52:49.416 --> 00:52:56.000
with 12 children,
with all the...

00:52:56.000 --> 00:52:58.208
Oh, I felt that someone
touched my arm.

00:52:58.208 --> 00:53:02.333
-Oh, well. Grandfather has arrived.
-No shit!

00:53:02.333 --> 00:53:05.041
In fact, we're here, Pedro.

00:53:05.041 --> 00:53:12.083
Let's check, let me turn my
lamp on, to see if it's...

00:53:12.125 --> 00:53:15.125
-Well, it is, right?
-I suppose, if I'm not wrong.

00:53:15.125 --> 00:53:19.375
Look, it's Mr. Fidencio
Gijón Hernández.

00:53:19.375 --> 00:53:22.583
He was born on
November 11, 1902.

00:53:22.583 --> 00:53:23.666
Yes.

00:53:24.125 --> 00:53:28.416
And he died on May 15, 1984.

00:53:28.416 --> 00:53:34.166
And then, Pedro, the Virgin of
Guadalupe, you already know her.

00:53:34.166 --> 00:53:35.041
Yes.

00:53:35.041 --> 00:53:38.041
My family and I are
very detached,

00:53:38.041 --> 00:53:40.291
both on my mother's
and on my father's side.

00:53:40.291 --> 00:53:41.416
Do they reach out to you?

00:53:41.416 --> 00:53:44.625
Not at all, it's
like I don’t have a family.

00:53:44.625 --> 00:53:50.875
-Your family is long-lived, right?
-Yes, how scary! That terrifies me.

00:53:50.875 --> 00:53:53.458
-Both sides?
-Yes.

00:53:53.458 --> 00:53:54.958
So, you'll be here.

00:53:54.958 --> 00:53:56.666
My grandparents died
over 80.

00:53:56.666 --> 00:54:01.083
My plan
was to die at 30.

00:54:01.083 --> 00:54:03.375
I've been here for 4 extra
years more in this...

00:54:03.375 --> 00:54:07.791
-Why was your plan to die at 30?
-I’ve never visualized myself

00:54:07.791 --> 00:54:09.958
with more than 30 years of age.

00:54:09.958 --> 00:54:12.041
-How old are you, Pedro?
-34.

00:54:12.041 --> 00:54:17.708
-Oh, well, you lost your chance.
-As J.K. Rowling says:

00:54:17.708 --> 00:54:21.500
“Death is another step
towards adventure.”

00:54:21.500 --> 00:54:22.958
-Of course.
-Yes.

00:54:23.458 --> 00:54:26.500
-And you come back.
-Somehow. Hopefully.

00:54:26.500 --> 00:54:30.583
-I mean, you do believe, don’t you?
-In returning, in being reborn.

00:54:30.583 --> 00:54:35.791
And I long to be reborn as
a cat, to return as a cat.

00:54:35.791 --> 00:54:38.833
We don’t know that, Pedro,
it depends on how you behave.

00:54:38.833 --> 00:54:40.500
That's why I
love cats so much,

00:54:40.500 --> 00:54:44.000
so that when I reincarnate in a
cat, I get an owner like me.

00:54:44.750 --> 00:54:46.250
Lovely.

00:54:46.250 --> 00:54:49.750
-His birthday was on Friday.
-How old did it turn?

00:54:49.750 --> 00:54:51.208
Four years old.

00:54:51.208 --> 00:54:54.541
-Light the candles, will you, Isa?
-Coming.

00:54:56.916 --> 00:54:58.833
Look there, look there.

00:55:04.291 --> 00:55:08.958
-Do you want some cake?
-Yes. What about you?

00:55:08.958 --> 00:55:11.583
-Don’t be scared.
-Or are you talking to Nabor?

00:55:11.583 --> 00:55:13.750
I tell the cat.

00:55:14.875 --> 00:55:18.083
-Oh, I can’t light the candles.
-Can’t you?

00:55:18.083 --> 00:55:20.166
Well, yes, but they’re...

00:55:20.166 --> 00:55:25.250
it’s a bit complicated
with the lighter.

00:55:26.000 --> 00:55:27.875
Okay, it’s done.

00:55:29.250 --> 00:55:30.541
-Done?
-Yes.

00:55:30.541 --> 00:55:35.416
Oh, let’s see if we can do this.
Look at the cake.

00:55:35.416 --> 00:55:37.958
I'm just going to
pull the table.

00:55:39.500 --> 00:55:42.958
-Have you seen it?
-Yes, he saw it.

00:55:42.958 --> 00:55:47.416
Shall I put the hat on him?

00:55:47.416 --> 00:55:49.666
-Let's see.
-The hat was here.

00:55:49.666 --> 00:55:55.125
Let's see, try to put it on it.

00:55:57.416 --> 00:56:02.958
Oh, yes. There it is. He
seems to be a bit angry.

00:56:05.375 --> 00:56:08.291
-Does it fall off?
-Yes, it’s big on it.

00:56:08.291 --> 00:56:11.125
-It's its ears, right?
-Yes. He doesn’t want it.

00:56:11.125 --> 00:56:14.333
-Yes, take it off.
-Okay, Nabor.

00:56:14.541 --> 00:56:15.791
Blow.

00:56:16.333 --> 00:56:19.666
There, there, there. Come,
I'll give you some cake.

00:56:20.416 --> 00:56:21.958
Here.

00:56:31.208 --> 00:56:35.125
-Did you like it?
-Yes?

00:56:35.125 --> 00:56:40.833
-It’s smelling, with its little nose.
-Let’s see, blow there.

00:56:43.666 --> 00:56:47.250
-Have they…?
-No, blow more.

00:56:47.250 --> 00:56:50.291
But a little more
to your right.

00:56:50.291 --> 00:56:54.416
-Ah, that’s it.
-There you go. Now further down.

00:56:55.791 --> 00:56:57.458
That’s it.

00:56:58.083 --> 00:56:59.791
Ah, he doesn’t want
to anymore.

00:56:59.791 --> 00:57:00.833
Nabor.

00:57:06.333 --> 00:57:11.791
I like to say that I’m a lover of
the night or a child of darkness,

00:57:11.791 --> 00:57:17.708
in a way because of my blindness
and also because of my messy past,

00:57:17.708 --> 00:57:19.541
suddenly so dark.

00:57:19.541 --> 00:57:22.958
There can be no light
if there’s no darkness,

00:57:22.958 --> 00:57:27.958
they always go hand in hand.

00:57:27.958 --> 00:57:31.166
I could even think
that darkness

00:57:31.166 --> 00:57:36.541
is fertile and light can
be deadly at times.

00:57:59.750 --> 00:58:07.500
One night I dreamt of stars
that suddenly fall on a bed,

00:58:07.500 --> 00:58:11.750
and I’m in that bed,
and the stars fall,

00:58:11.750 --> 00:58:17.291
but when they fall they
become Braille letters

00:58:17.291 --> 00:58:23.125
that begin to bounce on the
bed, trying to wake me up.

00:58:45.041 --> 00:58:47.833
We are going up and what
you see are the mountains,

00:58:47.833 --> 00:58:51.708
the green of the mountains,
the foliage and the clouds.

00:58:51.708 --> 00:58:54.458
I love the clouds, Pedro,
because they are something

00:58:54.458 --> 00:58:59.000
between white and gray, and the
blue is a very clear blue.

00:58:59.000 --> 00:59:01.500
The thing that amazed me the most
is that Pedro sees.

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It was the first
thing I said to him,

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“You can see”,
and he replied,

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“What?” “You can see.”

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Pedro’s third eye is very open.

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What were you saying?

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That I decided not to see, right?

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Yes, because you didn’t
like what you saw.

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Because I didn’t like what I saw.

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And something that surprised
me is that in order to see you

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I have to close my eyes.

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I see with my eyes open
and I couldn’t...

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A voice inside me said,

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“You have to close them.”

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Another thing your
mother said is that

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I have a lot of
power in my hands.

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Yes, he also has a special power in
his hands, in his sense of touch.

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And I cover my hands a lot, I...

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-You protect them.
-Yes.

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-He washes them a lot.
-I wash them a lot.

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I don’t allow people to
touch my hands much.

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-Seriously?
-Or shake hands, or...

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-Because of the flu.
-Because of the flu, of the germs.

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But there was a very luminous path
inside Pedro’s darkness.

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Ah, and the gift of manifestation!

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Yes, you have a great
power to manifest.

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Power to manifest.

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He manifests everything he
wants, positive or negative.

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Ring the door bell three times.
Three times I cheated on you.

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And then just shake the rest,
the one on the refrigerator.

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As if you mean it, Isamar.

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-What now?
-And the one back.

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And now start throwing
in the chilies.

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-I can’t see the other chili.
-Here it is.

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I don’t know how the
smoke is doing, Isamar.

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It’s rather strong, it’s
already burning my eyes.

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No, it doesn’t smell.

01:02:49.166 --> 01:02:51.000
-I can smell it.
-Can you?

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-It smells like chili.
-But very little. No, yes.

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-You see?
-It smells really strong.

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You were not close enough.

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-But is the smoke thick?
-I think it’s thick.

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You have a cage. Did you
have birds or what?

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I found it on the
street and I liked it.

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And weren’t you
worried it had germs?

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That’s why I have
it back there.

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And here all over
the living room.

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-Yes? All over here?
-Yes.

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-Over there?
-We’re going to choke here, Pedro.

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And across the entrance hallway.

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Oh, man.

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Do you feel purified?

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A session with you mum,
a walk in the mountains

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and then, in the end, chili.

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“Our desire for images is our response
to the existence of a third eye

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which is aware of the misfortunes
of our physical gaze.”

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Evgen Bavčar

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The first thing I could feel

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was his inner child asking to be
saved, taken out of a very dark place.

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There’s a lot of pain

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in the child locked up in there.

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-The sun would hide behind...
-No.

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-On one side?
-Yes. And in front.

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The sun rather follows the
path of the road, right?

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In a way?

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More towards...

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I think coming out
of the curve...

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If we went to Etla, the sun
would be on our left side;

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right where
you’re turning,

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where we’re feeling the
light, in that direction.

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But does the road continue
in that direction or

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would the sun continue
along the top of the hill?

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-Along the top of the hill.
-Along the top of the hill.

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My parents always left a light on,
it was usually the bathroom light,

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so if one suddenly got up
because he was thirsty

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or because he wanted
to go to the bathroom,

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there was always a halo
of light or clarity

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that allowed us to wander around
the house at any time at night.

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Later, being blind,

01:06:18.083 --> 01:06:20.958
I kept leaving the light
on because

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I felt that without that
light I couldn’t...

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I can’t sleep. I need to
know that there is a light.

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My cat is making
his mess back there.

01:06:56.708 --> 01:06:59.500
It makes me nervous because
there must be ants in my room

01:06:59.500 --> 01:07:00.583
because of the Coke.

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-No, not a single ant.
-Yes, I see them, with my inner eye.

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Now that we go, I’ll empty the three
cans of insecticide that I have.

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With a lump in the throat,

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begging for salvation.

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The dark nights of the soul

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draw a ray and storms
that precede calm.

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Enlightened, obsessed,
invoking divinity.

01:08:10.000 --> 01:08:16.875
The discharge of love that melts
and accelerates the heart.

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A greater force that
makes us delirious.

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Enlightened by fire, pierced
by the triumphal sword

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in an outburst of
celestial light.

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Recited prayers

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go in search of faith.

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We abandon science,

01:09:03.458 --> 01:09:06.625
knowing that everything
is a miracle,

01:09:06.625 --> 01:09:09.583
that coherence is over.

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Enlightened, obsessed,

01:09:18.458 --> 01:09:22.625
supernatural feeling,

01:09:22.625 --> 01:09:28.125
enlightened, amazed,

01:09:29.958 --> 01:09:37.333
accepting
the total renunciation of will.

01:09:39.208 --> 01:09:46.208
The discharge of love that melts
and accelerates the heart.

01:09:46.291 --> 01:09:51.958
A greater force that
makes us delirious.

01:09:53.541 --> 01:10:01.083
Enlightened by fire, pierced
by the triumphal sword

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in an outburst of
celestial light.